Vaccines, Autism and More Media Madness
Laugh till you cry. Cry because it hurts. Push through the pain. Rise up, and try again.
My head is spinning. The last two weeks have been pretty intense. A CDC whistleblower stepped forward and revealed jaw-dropping news. I’m trying to grasp everything that is being reported and wondering what’s going to happen next.
As usual, the reporting of this breaking news isn’t from mainstream media. Their reports, when they decide to respond, lack truth. They lack basic facts and lack accurate information. The reporters themselves are also anything but helpful. They lack integrity and continue to be uneducated vaccine mouthpieces unable to show basic skills like compassion. In the few news reports and articles that have popped up since Dr. William Thompson went public with alarming information about a CDC study, mainstream sources have ignored evidence and instead targeted parents as the bad guy. Not only have they criticized parents, they’ve also lobbed condescending remarks at them. This tactic and behavior is abhorrent.
I don’t know if I’ll ever understand why some groups and some people in the media resort to such madness. I do my best to not getting riled up when I see another inaccurate report or ignorant reporter respond. I turn away from anything mainstream and go listen to some of music. For now, mentally running away from the madness is the easiest way to deal with it. It’s either that or cry myself into a deep, deep sleep.
In learning what I have, that a CDC scientist has come forward with damning information about data manipulation, the emotional gamut I’ve experienced has done a number on me.
At first I wanted to laugh. Really.
And why not? We parents have we’ve been verbally insulted for so long. To finally have someone admit what we’ve suspected, no, known, was a relief. But the laughing was short lived. Fraud, lies and our destroying childhoods are no laughing matter. So, I laughed…until I cried.
As more of the CDC whistleblower story is revealed, I continue to cry.
I appreciate this revelation and the confirmation that yes, vaccines do cause autism, but it won’t change Ronan’s future. It won’t make his autism go away. His autism was an unwelcomed side effect from vaccines, ones that I believed in. I think the hardest thing to grasp is that even though the news we’re hearing is good (Finally! Truth! Justice! Vindication!), it is just so devastatingly awful. What hurts the most is that the ramifications of the fraud Thompson is claiming to have happened has influenced so many people, including me.
I believed in what scientists like Thompson were publishing. I relied on their science, those vaccines and in the CDC’s unwavering stance that those vaccines were good for my child. I heard their message, and I trusted it.
In trusting someone else and in putting faith in something else, I betrayed my mother’s intuition. It was there. It nagged me. It told me to slow down, back away, think things through, mama. But I told that nagging feeling to shush. Surely my doctor, my nurse and my government knew more than I.
Right?
How wrong I was.
One after the other after the other, vaccines didn’t help Ronan. They never gave him any immunity. They didn’t make him healthier either. With each and every one, vaccines did more irreparable harm than good.
Vaccines created a toxic toll for my son. He lost skills. He lost language. He lost the chance to live like a typical kid. Ronan’s development hit rock bottom. So, while even though Dr. Thompson’s information is important and must absolutely be investigated, it doesn’t make me hopeful. It won’t make Ronan’s voice come back. It will not bring his typical health back either. Yes, it’s a dream come true to hear that we were right and they were not, but saying that will not erase the nightmares we as a family have already lived.
I can only hope that the CDC whistleblower story gets the national coverage it should be getting and that the message we parents have wanted others to hear for so long can finally really be heard.
In the last few days I keep going back to an expression “more questions than answers” when I think about what is unfolding. So many questions…
Is this really happen? Apparently, yes. And it’s about time, too!
Will the public finally wake up and see the flaws in the current vaccine program? That depends; I think it’ll still be up to us parents to send the messages and to beat the drum.
Will the vaccine program get the overhaul we’ve been requesting? It has to. The shenanigans surrounding the vaccine program and the action of those who oversee it has got to stop.
Will justice ever be served to the children who’ve already been vaccine injured? I pray it does.
My news feed has been non-stop vaccine news now for over two weeks. I’m seeing stories, pictures and requests. Stories are coming from our reliable alternative news sources. Pictures are of my friends’ vaccine-injured children on their first day back to their special ed autism programs. Requests are to tweet, tweet and tweet some more. Mixed in my news feed are other messages. I’m reading encouraging words to keep strong, to keep the faith and to keep our message alive. I’m working on that staying strong bit in between reading the news stories and viewing the pictures. The news stories are a reminder of what didn’t have to be. The children’s pictures are proof of that. Those pictures make me think of one more question:
How many children paid the price with their health and with their lives?
The answer makes me weep: Many children. Too many children.
Despite the anger, and the steady flow of tears, parents, grandparents and friends of the vaccine injured have bravely spoken up. These people want others to know the truth and to hear them. This video channel was created as a reply to a mainstream newscaster’s arrogant statement that vaccines do not cause autism:
Some of those testimonies are painful to watch, but we must continue to share them. We need to because bigger venues are still trying to silence us. Larger groups are still turning their backs on us. A great many are still publicly ignoring us. And those who can make a difference are still betraying us.
It’s up to us—those of us on the ground, those of us in the trenches. It’s up to us to find the strength to push through. Yes, we are emotionally drained, tired and spent. Yes, we ping pong from one emotion to the next. We can try to soothe the anger, the frustration and what sometimes feels like endless pain because more will come—more pain, more disappointment and surely more revelations. More will be asked of us too. I know that because I have a feeling that the news we have learned is just the tip of the iceberg. More news is yet to come. We must be ready to carry on.
I hope that with whatever happens next that there’s some good news sprinkled in because I don’t know how much more bad news I can take. I know I can’t tune it all away, so promise I will try to look for the good no matter what—if not for Ronan, than for future generations of children. Somewhere, some day, I pray that those children never experience vaccine injury. That the only know typical development. That their childhoods are full of laughter. And their futures are always filled with hope.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w_DKWlrA24k
Cathy Jameson is a Contributing Editor for Age of Autism.
Wow! I love you David Foster for this article. I am sending the following to many destinations because this matter is important. Thank you.
Dorit Reiss who many of us know as a Vaccine Pusher for Profit owns stock in Glaxo Smith Kline, wow! This is news. She says she didn't even know until her husband told her. REALLY DORIT?
And I thought she had already been exposed for pHARMing children, BIG TIME, when Christina Waldman wrote this amazing piece;
"Not Paid To Post?" Dorit Rubinstein Reiss, UC Hastings College of Law and Kaiser Permanente.
http://www.ageofautism.com/…/not-paid-to-post-dorit-rubenst…
Dorit is a danger to children everywhere so we need to expose her each time opportunity presents itself. People tell me I should not give her platform but I tell them that would mean people reading her crap might beLIEve her & more innocent children would suffer & die.
Some think ignoring these deceptive people with vested interests & their parrots is the right thing to do.
They couldn't be more wrong.
I get upset when I hear of people ignoring and/or blocking these rat bastards because we must challenge the deception so others won't beLIEve them & very possibly fall into the living nightmares so many others have.
We must challenge the liars & parrots in order to save children. #CDCwhistleblower
"The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good wo/men to do nothing."
Please share this post far & wide.
Posted by: Marsha McClelland | December 16, 2014 at 04:09 PM
I did it! It took a month, but the newspaper finally printed my letter to the editor about the CDC fraud!
http://www.columbiatribune.com/opinion/letters_to_the_editor/autism-scientist-delivers-a-revelation/article_9f21641f-caac-500c-b56f-abbc40e4a623.html
Posted by: cia parker | September 19, 2014 at 12:27 PM
http://www.scribd.com/doc/239327913/Deisher-Study-Human-Fetal-Dna-Mmr-Autism-Leukemia-Etc
Posted by: Shell Tzorfas | September 10, 2014 at 11:17 PM
Please keep telling your stories! The world needs to hear them. Hugs and strength to you.
Posted by: Kay | September 09, 2014 at 09:24 PM
My son will never. Pass a grade, learn how to play. Have a friend, have a girlfriend. Have a job, drive a car. Know who I am, know who his mother, sister are. Will live with us till he can't, and die among strangers in a group home. Dr Thompson you took too long to come forward. you too are a bastard and a criminal.
Posted by: Another Vaccine Victim | September 08, 2014 at 10:42 PM
Cathy I am right there with you.
The whistle blower news took me over, and felt like a halleluiah followed by a hard punch in the gut. My emotions have been like a wild ride on a crazy roller coaster. I go from feeling hopeful to angry to deeply sad.
My sweet son was vaccine injured into Autism in February 1987 when he was 16 months old. I didn't know it was the vaccine until he was 11 years old. That's when he was diagnosed with PANDAS, and I had been following Dr Wakefield's work. I looked at his pedi records and it was clear what happened. Then I had medical testing done by Vijendra Singh that showed autoantibodies to myelin basic protein (MBP) in my son's blood.
This past week I have been side tracked from all the news as my son with Autism, now 28 broke his foot, (a jones fracture) and ultimately ended up with him having to have a large screw inserted to repair the broken bone. Taking care of a 28 year old who is 6'2" and 284 pounds who can't get around at all, and needs someone staying up with him all night because he absolutely cannot put any weight on the foot, is just one of the "joys" of Autism.
As he recovers, I'm hoping to get back to following this CDC nightmare very closely.
It's heartbreaking to know how many children's lives "got smashed", as my son says when anything bad happens.
Hoping with all of my heart that the HEROS will win this one!! The next generation's lives depend on it.
Posted by: Jan | September 08, 2014 at 06:10 PM
It seems that human evolution has entered a new faze. Now these who are smart enough to reject iatrogenic medicine, such as vaccines, will survive, and those who follow its path to hell - will perish.
Posted by: no-vac | September 07, 2014 at 08:03 PM
One thing that is true:
IF this finally gets out, finally gets admitted, there is WAY more hope for our children to recover than there was before this came out.
Think of what DAN drs and so many other amazing doctors have been able to do for our children by following what their intellect told them rather than accepting biased studies.
Now, think of them finally having access to funds, facilities, and the respect they deserve. I think we are very close to many treatments that can reverse autism. Admitting what it really is is the first step.
ANY WHISTLEBLOWERS OUT THERE--YOU CAN PARTLY REDEEM YOURSELF. JOIN THOMPSON. IF you can't do that, GET US VIDEO of GOVT and PHARMA admitting what they know so we can followup. The more the good, trusting doctors know that THEY Too have been duped, the more hope we have for healing as many children as possible. We now have more cause for hope.
My son isn't all the way back but he is close because of these amazing doctors, including Dr. Wakefield, Dr. Krigsman, and all the books so many people wrote that I followed. Think of that information getting out to everyone and being available from our regular guilt-ridden doctors. They were lied to too. Some of them have no excuse but others just couldn't accept it. Those are the ones who will feel terrible and become part of healing our children.
Posted by: My Son Is Recovering Because Other Moms Told the Truth in 2003 | September 07, 2014 at 07:33 PM
I'm just sick over all of this, I do not see any hope in a positive outcome with the whistleblower, and I'm sorry I think this. I just watched an old youtube talk by Dr.Blaylock, he said we aren't just hit by autism, we need to get ready for the young adult wave of schizophrenia. The ones we thought slipped through, did not. I have fears, I see something happening to my friend's son, and I fear it for my own. My sister who did a wonderful job recovering her son, will never see him in college, but she can leave him over night, he can dress and fix a grilled cheese and feed the dogs. Not the promises of the once vivacious toddler before his mmr. Now my sister, who was given the option to NOT vaccinate the young ones, but did because she fed into the misinformation, as I did, is facing a tough go with her daughter, who is paralyzed with anxiety and fears, who has to drop classes and screams like a child, this is NEw, it started at the end of highschool. So while we thought it was only the tsunami coming, it's broadened to take in our once functioning young adults. I hear you Benedetta, I didn't understand, until I saw it for myself. Vaccine damage can stalk them and grab them at anytime in their lives.
Posted by: barbaraj | September 07, 2014 at 06:45 PM
And Benedetta, the Canadian research mentioned said auto-immune illnesses were up by somewhere around 900 percent for young women.
Posted by: for Benedetta | September 07, 2014 at 05:48 PM
Thanks for this posting, Cathy. So many do not realize that all of our vaccinated children have been injured. Some more severe than others.
Yes, the college kids are mentally ill and suffering from severe anxiety. Even a ring of a telephone sends them into panic mode. They can not cope with day to day events without fogging out, depression episodes or having panic sweats. Yes, that is the major reason that they return home to their parents. Another reason is that they are so heavily medicated with drugs(because of vaccine damage) by our health care system that they can not function.
I was a teacher for 30 years and I saw first hand the deterioration of the children both mentally and emotionally and physically. I attribute it to vaccines, without a doubt in my mind.
Posted by: Ann Benson | September 07, 2014 at 05:39 PM
Well Offit and all of THEM (insert many names here) are all saying autism has not really increased --it is just, really a simple mix up, that they just had those PDD-NOSes all in the wrong category. So all they simply have to doooooo, is put those PDD-NOSes in a lot of other different categories. PDD-NOS will now have four or five diagnosis from the DSM book instead of just the one. Get your pin and pad out young parents - cause it is going to get even harder for you.
When you young parents go for help - where ever that fairy land is - you will be needing all those diagnoses written down in a list form -to help you remember all the different diagnosis out of the DSM book to describe you child instead of the PDD-NOS.
So, Dr. William Thompson sees the writing on the wall and told us to forget about the diagnosis or the label of autism and start concentrating on those tics our kids have instead.
Geesh, and we have been trying to hammer into the public conscious-- forever that "VACCINES DO CAUSE AUTISM" all because we have had NO help from the media for the past 30 plus years -it has become aur much needed; catchy short phrase.
Meanwhile: All along they have admitted that VACCINES Do CAUSE BRAIN DAMAGE. Always they have said this. But no one seems to get it,- and we have Offit and news guys all saying vaccines do not cause autism. How insane is this whole thing!
I still have not got over the fact that 1 out of four college kids have a mental illness.
Then this morning another host on TV said that 1 out of 4 adult kids 20 and 30 years old have returned home to live with their parent. The reason the news host gave was all for economical reasons. That is just a guess on her part, and we all know it. Well; yeah, it is economical reason as well as needing help managing their lives because people with mental illness and slight brain injuries have trouble living on their own -- EVEN IF MILD.
1 out of 6 children have a learning disability. That is a lot of the population --simple math here but if 1 out of 4 college kids have mental illness that means that the 2 out of the five left that can learn has some sort of mental illness.
If you do not have a strong country and that takes strong people- mentally strong - to defend it -- what is the Tom Insels thinking???
Offit - there is something wrong with him - all you have to do is listen to him speak, and when he is all relaxed and talking off the record - you can see his philosophy of the world is very much eschewed. Well he may be just one of us and he has had just a bit too much of his own vaccines in his work. Vaccies cause brain injuries and we don't exactly have free will. ---- But the Tom Insels and Coleen Boyles -and so many others that have intelligence ------- ????
- What do you all think that they (Tom Insels and the guys faking stats at the CDC) are thinking! Do you think they cannot predict what the future will bring from their actions? I thought they were really smart? I really - really wonder about that.
I really would love to know what their thought processes are -- Can they not see - not predict the outcome of what they are allowig to go on. They are going to end up living in a country where they have everything which can't be as nice as they have it now - since they need people to run power stations and water stations and such -- but they will live okay compared to others who will be living under cliffs making baskets. And don't think I am making that last part up - cause it happened here in my part of the world - while the rest of the world exploded with creativity and ideas and progress - it stalled here and many left the region.
I am not worried about muslims coming for my head -- cause we are raising our own here at home and ours will be better and even more fanatics about their religion.
Posted by: Benedetta | September 07, 2014 at 02:17 PM
Thank you, Donald Trump, for being one of the few people with power to speak out about this issue.
Posted by: jen | September 07, 2014 at 02:12 PM
Thanks, Cathy. I agree. It occurred to me that part of the problem is that it is so huge. So many thousands, medicrats, government employees and officials, journalists, parents, trolls, have colluded in permanently damaging or killing so many millions. A big part of the problem may be that there is no redemption possible for them. How could they even continue to live, to get up in the morning, once the truth sinks in? What purpose would it serve for them to admit the enormity of their crime? Yes, at the least it would prevent others from being similarly damaged, which should rationally be the deciding factor, but from a human standpoint, isn't it more understandable that they continue to deny it to their dying breath (at which point they will be judged, make no mistake)? Strength in numbers, strength in a comforting worldview, however false it is.
I agree that it was magnanimous and gentlemanly of Wakefield to forgive Thompson. But is Thompson now going to visit the home of every black male, and every other child vaccine-damaged in the last ten years, to make a similar apology, offer to make financial amends since that it all that it would be in his power to do? Obviously not.
Posted by: cia parker | September 07, 2014 at 12:48 PM
Today on Super Soul Sunday (Oprah) they were talking about critical mass. I hope we are there. My mother was just talking about how things have to get bad before they get better. Just how much worse can the health of our children get (should be a question mark, just cant manage it here). We are surely at a supremely awful place in terms of corruption of health and Congressmen, media and this cannot be sustained. The children are not well.
Posted by: jen | September 07, 2014 at 11:28 AM
And the damage continues. My friend, whose son is in college, thinks I'm a total nut on this subject, making this a difficult friendship during these whistleblower days where I keep sharing information she doesn't want. Her son, who suffers from auditory processing disorder,no vision in one eye, recently received a hepb booster. No matter that I told her it seems our docs aren't reading the inserts, an ongoing neurological disease should be a contraindication. He started having focal seizures, has been followed up for six months, mri shows areas of hyperintense spots. All I have done is gently suggest that his receiving that vaccine be part of his history, and that she TELL the neurologist. She has not,and will not. Meanwhile, he who has been a top student, has taken on a part time schedule, he who read and absorbed so much as a double major, can not read for more than two minutes, and can no longer handle his class assignments. I don't know if there could be a course of action if the docs knew about the vaccine or not, but why do some completely ignore vaccine damage even when it's right there in front of them? Being an adult "child" does not make one immune from vaccine damage.
Posted by: barbaraj | September 07, 2014 at 11:19 AM
Thanks, Cathy. While all my FB relatives, current friends, and 2 autism moms ignored every one of my million posts about the whistleblower, 3 "friends" from high school I haven't seen in 35 years responded, asked questions and thanked me for the information. I appreciate all you do and so does my daughter, Colleen.
Not born with it!!
Lori
Posted by: Lori Stella | September 07, 2014 at 10:11 AM
Yes, keep up the good work of sharing your story because now more than ever it's important to not let up. There are many horror stories in this world but for me this is the worst one and I pray that the children being born now and entering school won't be as vaccine abused as is currently the case.
Recently I went to a family reunion of my cousins on my mother's side--nearly all of her 13 grandchildren who are now all in their 50s and 60s from various walks of life. One of my cousins has been a kindergarten teacher for 30 years. She told me nearly every child in her class has some allergy or neurological problem. We didn't discuss vaccines and I am sure that vaccines being the source of these problems hasn't hit the mainstream. This is a disaster that has to come to an end.
Posted by: kapoore | September 07, 2014 at 09:42 AM
A dream come true - this really hit me. A dream that never should have been a dream. My son never lost his voice but he lost plenty. Some has been recovered over the past 10 years but we'll never know what could have been and he shouldn't have had to suffer to get where his is today. I cry with you Cathy. I cry with you. Serenity prayer comes in handy ...
Posted by: Kathy | September 07, 2014 at 09:27 AM
Great post, Cathy.
Be reassured that many, many thousands of people are with you now and are praying this madness will soon end.
NO. MORE. INJURED. CHILDREN.
Take care,
Joe
Posted by: Joe | September 07, 2014 at 07:11 AM