Eileen Nicole Simon:

Your story is so heartbreaking, and I commend you for keeping up the good fight. Babies every single day are being subjected to these lifethreatening decisions so save nothing but a few minutes of bed time on a hospital's profit budget.

Here is a new article, you are probably are already familiar with it, about how boys are more susceptible to a more violent form of cell death due to oxygen deprivation/brain injury, than girls. Couple that w/a neonate getting a HEP B shot on day of birth and the ramifications are horrifying. At least the article mentions the possibility of how to recover.

"Sex-specific patterns of recovery from newborn brain injury revealed by animal study"
Date:
January 30, 2014
Source:
Johns Hopkins Medicine

http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2014/01/140130152845.htm

Thank you! I have many wordless worries about what my daughter experiences internally unseen or what, in her distress, she is unable to communicate. Most people don't see her distress though. She is so excited to go out and interact with others, they see her at her best usually, though I often see her quickly tire and worry that as she becomes more cognizant of reactions and expectations she may not feel so outgoing. I desperately want her to be cognizant, but also free of the physical burdens that intensify the pain of some things. In a way there are two worries, that her life will be short and that it will be long but painful.

It seems to me the vaccine mantra "the benefits far, far outweigh the risks" has given way quite a bit to now "vaccines save lives." It's kind of like an unstated admission that the risks may just have shifted or even the suffering increased possibly, but without studying it "we" (the collective authorities) are sure we are at least saving lives. It almost sounds to me now like they are desperate to convince themselves. What if "we" are wrong again? We already know that many suspected and known vaccine "side effects" increase mortality. We are now talking about the likelihood of the boomer generation facing a shortened life-expectancy than previously seen. I look at our highly vaccinated youth, admittedly environmentally assaulted from many directions, but seemingly worse off than my generation as children and teens in ways that can't be pinned on all the things the mainstream wants to blame, and so worry about the toll this huge immune-system manipulating experiment has taken for all of us. I don't understand how they can be conscious of the changes for the worse while having changed how much intervention happens in "healthcare" and not have enough conscience to call for study of the "dark side" of this intervention.

Perhaps, with an awareness that keeping one side of the equation undone or unseen as much as possible is violating individual rights to give informed consent, there is desperation to the hope that the ends will still justify the means, but I think the means in great part have determined the ends. There may really be ways to improve our existence with the use of vaccination, but certainly that is much less likely if we are allowed to walk blindly into the vaccine pitfalls and left to struggle to figure out both what is going on and how to get out, often being told we were destined to fall in the pit because of genes or whatever and to accept it and/or to be proffered help that just widens and deepens the pit.

David Adrian Thomas Esq,
the report you present is very disturbing and it does seem novel- the idea that suicide does not necessarily depend on IQ level. More and more we are seeing the reasons why autism is just not affordable for our governments- either economically or emotionally. We are seeing far too many breakdowns/deaths/murder/suicides in our youth. I wish you well, my friend and thank you for sharing.

Heck - I even self induced severe bouts of retrograde, anterograde, psychogenic and dissociative amnesias to kill off the old me, once at age 15 and again at 38, because I failed to commit suicide despite pretty determined attempts in my infancy and childhood

A tough article to write...and the problem is not fixed, so...Coming from getting it all handled...I am ALL for helping to recover and taking care of the ones who are already affected by vaccines and have autism, autoimmune disorders, allergies, neurological disorders, but I truly believe this nation has to face the denial of vaccine cause so that we can deter the onslaught of family medical burden. Families have the right to raise healthy children.

Autism is devastation indeed. Thank you, Dan, for continuing to acknowledge this.
I think the worst part about parenting a child with severe autism is actually the hope that they DO die before you do, since this seems to be the only way to guarantee that they will be safe and well cared for. And that is the saddest, sickest truth of all.

My son, Conrad, died in a group home from a prescribed overdose of Thorazine. The staff at the house kept telling the psychiatrist he needed more and more to control his difficult behaviors. For starters he was refusing to take the medication, so they crushed it and mixed it into his favorite dessert, chocolate pudding.

Conrad was minimally verbal, so they hired a “facilitated communicator” for him, and she informed the staff that he told her he had been sexually and physically abused by me, his mother! I was therefore banned from visiting him. The last time I saw Conrad, he was standing on the front steps of the house in his purple ghost costume for Halloween, and he said to me, “I love you Mom.”

19 years ago last Friday, Jan 17, Conrad was found in the morning by staff dead in his bed. He was 31 years old. I am sure he suffered terribly. I sought legal help, but could not take time off from work for appointments with the lawyers. They warned me that I would end up fighting the state of Massachusetts, and yes they met with me many times very anxiously. I heard that the state sued the group home vendor, but the vendor is still in business.

Conrad’s older brother now lives in a group home. He is very high functioning, and has co-authored two ebook memoirs with me (on amazon.com and Barnes & Noble bn.com). Still, he is not employed, though he is capable of useful work, but might need too much supervision for a real job. Now at the last Community-Based Flexible Supports meeting we attended, we were told that the Department of Mental Health (DMH) can no longer guarantee housing for all “consumers.”

I am worried sick, especially in this very cold weather. DMH has a despicable slogan, “Recovery is Real.” I keep saying “Progress is Possible.” My son’s writing abilities are an example of this. But, yes, I am fearful of what the future holds.

Autism is a serious neurological disability. The idea that autism is just a “difference” must be strongly opposed.

Always well written items everywhere... will post this here.

This mother has the vaccine program pretty well figured out.

http://healthimpactnews.com/2014/your-child-is-vaccine-injured-just-like-mine/

What caught my eye about your article is the pediatrician who said our kids are lke aids patients.

my son had an unusual situation as an infant. I had mentioned it to David Kirby many years ago and he said he would like to look into it's occurrence further but has yet to. Also, Dr.Sears via email gave me a medical explanation but I am sorry to say I can't locate that explanation so any medical opinions would be appreciated.

As a newborn my son's umbilical cord did not attach in a "normal" time frame. I wss told the detachment usually takes anywhere from several days to around 4 weeks. Despite several return trips to the pediatricians office for applications of silver nitrate it hung on for an unprecedented eleven weeks! On one of my visits one of the partners called the entire medical staff into the exam room and informed them that this is quite unusual and something normally seen in a child with a serious immune deficiency like aids. He does not have aids.

I am curious if any other child had a similar situation. I regret not realizing this revelation probably should have alerted me to proceed sith caution with the vaccines. After his 12 month shots he regressed and by 2 was diagnosed wih autism. He's had many immune issues and the therapy he responded to the best was IVIG that he got for 18 months after a PANDAS diagnoisis.