Autism from the Sibling Perspective: Sarasota Dreaming
By Natalie Palumbo
I am 19, a first year Motion Design major at Ringling College of Art and Design, and my older brother has low-verbal autism. A little over a week ago, I moved into my college dorm, and so far I am fairing very well with my heavy schedule. I’m always downstairs in the colorful lobby working – so much so, that people see me as a “workaholic”. I’m not. I’ve just been waiting for this moment most of my life, and I don’t want to fail.
As usual, with every moment, there is always autism.
When my family was helping me move in, we had some complications with Anthony. He was restless, and at times echoing very loudly. Some of the echoing was “yelling dialogue” from TV or movies. We think he was trying to match the energy of everything going on. Anthony cannot be left alone, so we had to take turns watching him and try to keep up with the schedule for new students and parents. My parents had to tag-team their events so one of them could stay with Anthony. They couldn’t go to the evening celebrations for parents, but they said they were happy enough I was there. Luckily, Anthony really liked the campus, and the kids were really nice to him. I’ve met students that want to meet him now because of all the cute things I’ve said about him. Like the night before we traveled to Sarasota, I had to take a break from packing because Anthony wanted to make a spontaneous video with me. He wanted us to do the opening dance from his favorite British TV show “It Ain’t Half Hot Mum.” Anthony already had it memorized. I didn’t know it, so I had to learn fast!
At orientation, we had to visit several registration tables. There were freebies for new students at nearly all the booths. One booth had bracelets, so I chose a pink one for me, and asked if I could have a blue one for my brother. The people working the booth were very nice, but said they couldn’t because they had a limited quantity. I understood, and continued on. Shortly after that, my friend Jenette approached me with a blue bracelet for Anthony. She overheard me, and wanted Anthony to have her bracelet. I was so touched – I couldn’t believe she did that for me. Jenette is truly a kind and caring person. She reminds me so much of my best friend from back home.
All the new Motion Design majors had a meeting to introduce themselves to the department, and share some facts about themselves. I mentioned my Autism PSA that won in National Competition for 2013, and that I write as the sibling voice for ‘Age of Autism’. The Head of Motion Design lit up, and told me to get in touch with two senior Motion Designers doing a documentary on Autism. I was absolutely thrilled. They filmed me discussing my perspective as a sibling. Hopefully, they will post the documentary, and I’ll be able to share it.
I was surprised to know how many teachers and students already knew about my Age of Autism affiliation. Some found out from me directly, and others went looking because of information I posted. I found it astounding and extremely flattering that people wanted to know more about Anthony and me.
During the first week, all students participated in a community service project. I chose to volunteer
I had a very good first week of college, and feel confident that I can manage my classes. I’ve been calling home every day to share good news and check on Anthony. I am happy knowing there is a family weekend in October when they can visit me. Anthony doesn't fully understand what's going on, but he knows I'm at art school. This is my first time being away from home, and I’m completely enjoying the work, and all the people I’m meeting.
I began drawing because of Anthony. My first successful communication with him was through my drawings. Anthony shows me the world non-verbally. He is very sensory, and what captures his attention helps me create. This is my dream, and I need to do well for both of us. Even though I’m away from home, I feel Anthony’s influence wherever I go.
Natalie Palumbo is Contributing Editor for Age of Autism.
How I wish my son had a sister like Natalie!!!
I love the video of Natalie and Anthony.
Best of luck at college Natalie! Ringling College is lucky to have you!
Posted by: Katie Wright | August 27, 2013 at 09:50 PM
I think it is wonderful how you have included your brother in your move and speak to others about Autism. My daughter is 9, but her "Big Brother" is 6 and always letting people know how his sister "thinks differently" than some other people but that she is beautiful and talented! I hope they always remain close, she loves him dearly...I think God puts siblings on this earth as protectors and you are doing a great job! Good luck at school!!
Posted by: Amanda | August 27, 2013 at 04:27 PM
One of the best videos I have seen in ages!
Posted by: Jean | August 27, 2013 at 02:33 PM
Thank you for sharing your first exciting week, and the video you and Anthony made is priceless!
Posted by: Jeannette Bishop | August 27, 2013 at 01:03 PM
So happy for you, so exciting to be in college, and your work is wonderful. Wishing you a wonderful freshman year!
Posted by: Twyla | August 27, 2013 at 11:02 AM
Loved that! Most boys do LOVE their music!
Posted by: jen | August 27, 2013 at 10:43 AM
Our family is going through the same thing. Big sister moved into her dorm on Sunday to start her freshman year. We have a much shorter commute just 3 hours by car so we can visit or she can travel home when her schedule allows.
Natalie, I look forward to reading about all your experiences at school- and how you and Anthony adjustment to you living away from home. It's going to be different.
I see my son's world as being very small and when his sister went off to college it got a lot smaller. But, it's a new beginning for all of us so it is exciting too.
Best of luck to you Natalie. And I agree with Benedetta you two are the cutest!
Posted by: Andrea | August 27, 2013 at 10:32 AM
Reading this was the perfect start to my day! AWESOME! And I loved the improv video, it was FABULOUS!
Posted by: Sylvia | August 27, 2013 at 10:03 AM
The love you have for your brother shines through each of your posts. Thank you for sharing!
Posted by: Cat Jameson | August 27, 2013 at 08:54 AM
Natalie:
Thank you for sharing Anthony's video (guest starring his lovely sister!). You two rocked it out. What a riot. I watched it a couple of times this morning whilst waiting for my kids special ed. transportation. My daughter really got a kick out of it. Her best comment was, "Oh, look they laugh with each other. They love. What funny" Smiles, smiles, smiles! Glad you're on your way and have met an exceptional young woman in Jenette.
Posted by: Christine Thompson | August 27, 2013 at 08:47 AM
You are a good sister.
Enjoy your time at college.
Posted by: Michelle B | August 27, 2013 at 08:10 AM
Those two are the cutest thing ever!
Posted by: Benedetta | August 27, 2013 at 07:54 AM
So glad things are going well for you, Natalie. Greetings to your brother and parents.
Posted by: beth johnson | August 27, 2013 at 06:40 AM