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FREE Autism Telesummit Featuring Temple Grandin, Julie Matthews, Kim Stagliano & More Experts!

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TODAY!!!!!  4/7/14

Hi, AofA'ers, Kim here!  I hope you will consider logging  into this fantastic telesummit featuring 15 experts including  Soma Mukhopadhyay of HALO - the Rapid Prompt method (featured in a beautiful parent report story on AofA) Temple Grandin, Julie Matthews, of Nourishing Hope, yours truly and just look at the list above!   Tackle diet, behavior, communication, medical treatment, alternative treatments and so much more! It's FREE and available for 48 hours if you can't listen LIVE - plus you can purchase the teleseminar after the fact if you would like. 

Register for the FREE Telesummit with Kim Stagliano

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This Telesummit is for you if you know that more is possible for your child but need some encouragement and solid info to figure out HOW to help your child make the next leap in his or her development.

Imagine your child…

  • Having a healthy digestive system and improved immunity.
  • Experiencing more physical comfort in his/her everyday life.
  • Overcoming his/her challenging eating habits.
  • Having fewer episodes of hitting/biting/head banging and temper tantrums.
  • Breaking through communication barriers so s/he can more fully understand and be understood.
  • Deepening his relationship with you, family members and peers.
  • Fully engaging in games with you and his/her peers.

Plus, imagine knowing how to best take care of YOU so you can be most effective in helping your child and experience more energy and joy in your life.

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Blue Hospital Hats for Autism

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During this "Autism Awareness Month" we are bringing back a few old posts - that show the stark reality of autism. The side rarely seen under the glow of the blue lights that overtake this month. We show this NOT to denigrate or belittle.  We show this because in America, a single plane with 239 people on board gets weeks of media scrutiny and attention.  Family members are praised for all but rioting for answers that we we are told they richly deserve. (And they deserve answers.) At the same time,  tens of thousands of families have had their lives changed and children altered  by autism - and we are told to sit down and SHUT UP.  Not likely.  This post ran in January, 2014. 

Keith Dental ExamBy Kim Stagliano

I was scrolling down my Facebook wall earlier this week when this photo caught my attention.

This is Keith, a young adult with autism, and son of my friend Crystal S.  I asked her if I could share this glimpse into the version of autism often (purposefully) overlooked by self-advocates and the general media alike. While Keith himself is a handsome guy,  his autism is considered kind of ugly by those who only want you to see shiny, happy fairy tales. 

So... What is happening to Keith.

Is he having heart surgery?

Is he having his appendix removed?


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Are You a Savvy Auntie? Kim Stagliano Shares Autism Action for Aunts.

Savvy Auntie

Managing Editor's Note:  I'm honored each April to write a post for a terrific website called "Savvy Auntie" which, as you can see by it's clever name, is a site for Aunts.  I'm an Aunt to seven children. And my children have 5 aunts.  Growing up, my Auntie Rosie was like a second Mom to me - and she still is a good friend and confidante, into her 80s. Here's to savvy aunties everywhere! Please comment at the Savvy Auntie site, won't you?  Thanks!  KS

By Kim Stagliano

Hi Aunties, I'm Kim Stagliano: writer, speaker, blogger and Mom to three teen daughters with full autism. April has become the month designated for autism awareness. I hate it and so should you.

(Savvy Aunties scratching their heads: "What did she just say?")

Oh, I said it alright. April with its barrage of blue lit buildings and blue light bulbs for sale at that orange home improvement retailer makes me feel bl -- no, that phrase won't work. It makes me see RED. Instead of asking you to "Light it up Blue" I am asking you to Light it up "TRUE.”

In March, the CDC came out with frightening new autism prevalence rate of 1 in 68 American children based on children born in 2002 and counted in 2012. When I first started blogging about autism the rate was 1 in 188. Then 1 in 150. 1 in 110. 1 in 88. And today? 1 in 68.

Awareness has always been and continues to be a cop-out in my mind. It's easy to be aware. Awareness is passive...  Read the full post and comment at Savvy Auntie.

House of Cards 200 pixelsKim Stagliano is Managing Editor of Age of Autism. Her new novel,  House of Cards; A All I Can Handle 50 pixel Kat Cavicchio romantic suspense is available from Amazon in all e-formats now. Her memoir, All I Can Handle I'm No Mother Teresa is available in hardcover, paperback and e-book.

World Autism Day Redux: Commemorate Don't Celebrate

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Managing Editor's Note:  You know, this "Autism Awareness Month" is getting so easy! All we have to do is run previous years' posts since NOTHING changes! Well, almost nothing. The numbers keep rising so we have even MORE autism to be aware of this year than last! A is for AUSOME!!!!   I still say - I will commemorate autism - I can't celebrate it.  I'll celebrate my kids forever. Their life threatening diagnosis?  Nope.   This post ran last April 1, 2013.

By Kim Stagliano

Join me in commemorating autism action month.  Let's look at other diagnoses and their fund raising efforts: Walk to End Alzheimers. Race for the Cure. Knock Out Muscular Dystrophy.  What are we "allowed" in the autism community?  "Light it Up Blue!"  "Shine a light on autism!" We deserve more.

We face numbers that are rising with seemingly no concern or alarm in the medical, government or mainstream media communities. Prevention? Taboo. Treatment? Reviled. Recovery? Impossible!  Insurance coverage? Too expensive! Housing and employment? Crickets.

Meanwhile, kids are aging out into adulthood. My oldest is 18. Families are going broke. And we are simply told to recognize or celebrate the difference?

Today, April 1,  and every day I honor my beautiful children: Bella, Gianna and Mia (L to R in photo) - I remember their struggles, their difficulties, and how hard they work to make it through a day in a world that seems content to simply "acknowledge them" and offer them a special seat in a movie theatre or a fast line at Disney, as if accommodations are the answer.  I want more for them.

Commemorate someone you love with autism in the comments.

House of Cards 200 pixelsKim Stagliano is Managing Editor of Age of Autism. Her new novel,  House of Cards; A All I Can Handle 50 pixel Kat Cavicchio romantic suspense is available from Amazon in all e-formats now. Her memoir, All I Can Handle I'm No Mother Teresa is available in hardcover, paperback and e-book.

New CDC Numbers Coming Tomorrow


by Kim Stagliano from a FB post

... and the rates are continuing to rise.

How many more American children will have their lives - their families' lives radically changed by autism? Autism is a tough road - no matter how "affected." It changes everything in the same way that Alzheimer's does - think I'm kidding? I'm not. We need TREATMENT, LIFE CARE for those here and PREVENTION for those to follow. We can NOT have American children taken out of the employment pool and thrust into the social services pool at the continually growing rate. The umemployment rate for Asperger's is dangerously high too - don't be lulled into a false sense of security by anecdotes. By one or two celebs. It's DAMN HARD to navigate the neurotypical world for a person on the spectrum - and I say that NOT to denigrate for a moment. All the BLUE LIGHTS in the world mean nothing. We need ACTION. Not awareness. God help us all.

Kim - exhausted beyond human endurance by autism.

Autism Speaks and Avonte. Open Barn Door. Smack Cow on Ass. Buy Door Alarms.

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This week Liz Feld of Autism Speaks appeared on Katie Couric to talk about Avonte Oquendo's wandering, disappearance and death. This precious boy, a mother's son,  died in The East River. I don't know if Avonte could swim or not. But if you fall into a large body of water in the chill of a New York October (he eloped from school due to lack of proper supervision on Friday, October 4) swimming is kind of the least of your worries.  Michael Phelps probably would not have survived the fall, the splash, the panic and then trying to find a safe place to get OUT of the river. Note - this was not the pool at the Harvard Club, it was the dark, murky East River. 

Autism Speaks is backing swimming lessons for our children. Really? After months of Avonte's disappearance - some folks affiliated with AS put together a terrific reward for his return - and that was great - but swimming lessons?  THAT'S their response? 

Our Contributing Editor Tim Welsh Tweeted:

TannersDad Tim @TannersDad
40+ children die from wandering in the last couple of years and no sense of urgency to deal with Autism. Swimming lessons? really no really?

TannersDad Tim @TannersDad
@LizFeld_AS @katiecouric Swimming Lessons?

And our Contributing Editor Adriana Gamondes created the Marie Antoinette graphic meme to show the disconnect of the effort.

I've often said Autism Speaks' role for the community - the flesh and blood people dealing with the challenges of autism - is akin to watching our kids get killed crossing a highway and instead of building fences to protect them, Autism Speaks raises funds on the backs of the very same families to purchase Mercedes Benz ambulances to whisk the kids off to their own hospitals.   The cow has left the barn, so to speak.

What is Love? Autism Style.

Valentines givinggreetings_1987_250373By Kim Stagliano

So here we are - Valentine's Day 2014.   I don't know about you, but I'm bit cynical this year. We have eleventy inches of snow on the ground. Have had more snow days here in CT than Carter's has pills (Google it, kids) and frankly, the only LOVE I feel right now is for the yellow school bus as it approaches my house. My kids are fried, their schedules destroyed by the weather.  Then I remembered this video from SNL. And I laughed. Laughter is the best medicine after all.

Valentine MugMy girls are in middle and high school. No more Valentine's parties at school - thank God. How many tons of red dye laden crap have I tossed over the years?  We will celebrate with cards and a homemade treat.  Love here means hard work for the most part. Constant vigilance (Harry Potter reference.) Thinking and formulating plans to make sure the girls are safe, protected, content. Educating other people over and over. What to do. What NOT to do. There is precious little time or energy for traditional Valentine shenanigans. That's the price we pay when we assume responsibility for our children.  But there's plenty of love here. There's always love.

What does your Valentine's Day look like? Anything you remember from your own childhood? Or in the BA days?  (Before Autism, if you can even remember that far back.) I made that mug for my husband before the girls were diagnosed. We've kept it as a reminder of....

Here's to plenty of chocolate, a glass of wine, some flowers perhaps and love. Even autism-style.


House of Cards 200 pixelsKim Stagliano is Managing Editor of Age of Autism. Her novel,  House of Cards; A All I Can Handle 50 pixel Kat Cavicchio romantic suspense is available from Amazon in all e-formats now. Her memoir, All I Can Handle I'm No Mother Teresa is available in hardcover, paperback and e-book.


Hidden Costs of Autism: Fighting Tooth and Nail for Realistic View

Keith Dental ExamBy Kim Stagliano

I was scrolling down my Facebook wall earlier this week when this photo caught my attention.

This is Keith, a young adult with autism, and son of my friend Crystal S.  I asked her if I could share this glimpse into the version of autism often (purposefully) overlooked by self-advocates and the general media alike. While Keith himself is a handsome guy,  his autism is considered kind of ugly by those who only want you to see shiny, happy fairy tales. 

So... What is happening to Keith.

Is he having heart surgery?

Is he having his appendix removed?


Keith is settled into a hospital for a dental appointment. That's right. Anesthesia, a day off for Mom who is a behavioral consultant and in school to become a certified teacher, and then recovery. For basic dental work.

Imagine the anxiety for Keith.

Imagine the lost work hours for Mom.

Imagine the juggling of other children - to get them to school.

Imagine the cost.

This is autism - and there are tens of thousands of Keiths growing older every day.

Kind of bites, doesn't it?

House of Cards 200 pixelsKim Stagliano is Managing Editor of Age of Autism. Her new novel,  House of Cards; A All I Can Handle 50 pixel Kat Cavicchio romantic suspense is available from Amazon in all e-formats now. Her memoir, All I Can Handle I'm No Mother Teresa is available in hardcover, paperback and e-book.

The Unique Discipline of Martial Arts for Autism


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Update - Mom is now a Karate student herself!
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Look at that proud smile!

By Kim Stagliano

My Facebook friends know that I train in Karate and  Kobudo (weapons) five or six days a week. On Saturday  I had completed a one hour kickboxing class in the morning and a ninety minute weapons class in the afternoon. Feeling tired, and ready to go home, I was chit chatting with a few other students and the dojo owner when I heard a keening cry outside. A sound all too recognizable having heard my own daughters cry out the same way. An "autism cry."  "That's my next student, my private lesson," said Kyoshi Danilo Torri, a 6th Dan black belt instructor who has trained since the age of seven and owns Hanko Ryu Martial Arts in Trumbull, CT. 

I had met an autism Mom at a meeting with our mutual Department of Disability Services case Kyoshi with Mia manager last Fall.   We had much in common.  She is a writer, and is looking at all options to help her son. She's a Warrior Mom.  I told her about the dojo's private classes for children with special needs. My own daughters train every week in simple exercises suitable to their abilities.

Sure enough, a few moments later, the beautiful blonde woman I had met opened the door and cajoled her crying son to enter the dojo.  She gently guided him to a seat to take off his shoes. He was crying out, as if in pain. "It's his gut," Mom said in her elegant Israeli accent. "He is often in pain."  Ah, called that one.  Wish I hadn't. She did her best to ease his discomfort as he squatted on the bench, posturing and holding his head. We greeted each other and I continued to gather my belongings before leaving.

As she was explaining to Kyoshi about her son's needs and behaviors, the child lashed out as quick as Bruce Lee himself, smashing his mother in the face.  Kyoshi instantly stopped the attack with very firm but resp----  well, I could explain what happened, but I think Mom can do a better job. This is what she wrote on her FB wall later in the day.  And what I wrote as well.

Please meet attorney and author of Autism Mom Shirley Blaier-Stein.

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Dan listening to Kyoshi.

Today at karate class I had a very special surprise.

Dan has been crying and whining all day today. Abdominal pain, as usual. When it was time to go to his new karate class (we’ve only been to one – absolutely amazing – class), he was whining, but still managed to get ready and come with me to the car. When we got there, even though he was in pain, when I gave him the option to go in or go home, he chose to come inside with me. Just after I helped him take off his shoes and explain to Kyoshi, the teacher, and Kim Rossi Stagliano, a fellow autism mom and a phenomenal writer, who also recommended this teacher to us, about what’s going on with my boy, Dan smacked me in the face really hard.

It was his way of saying ‘I feel terrible and I don’t want you to talk about me with these people while I’m present,’ and he had a point, but it really hurt.

What happened seconds after that smack, was so surprising and touching. Kyoshi grabbed Dan’s arm and told him to never hit his mother again and to say sorry (which Dan did!), and soon after that he took Dan inside the studio to start karate practice. Within seconds Dan started to cooperate with him.

Kim wrapped her arms around me and let me cry in her hug. When I felt a little better she ran to grab tissue paper and sat really close to me until I was OK. She did not leave until Dan’s practice was over and until she convinced me to join her and a group of other autism moms in karate practice and kickboxing, which I’m going to do starting next week.

I felt so lucky that Dan and I got to be supported by these two wonderful people today. Kim’s wonderful book is called All I Can Handle: I’m no Mother Teresa. Kim, I’ll never forget this day.

Today you were a mother to me.

Concurrently I had written on the Age of Autism FB page:

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Wanna See Autism's Gift?

Mia Math

By Kim Stagliano

I ran this photo of my daughter's math homework on FB last week and the comment trail kind of blew up.   Note the photo of the smiling doctor holding a syringe. Not a stethoscope.  A syringe. Frankly, I'd have laughed at a speculum, instead of the gag I felt when I saw this and realize the bitter irony.  Thought I'd share with you, AofA readers who do not spend your days in the FB vortex.  Kim

STATUS: Mia's math. Nice image for an 18 year old counting preschool math thanks to her Vaccine/mercury induced autism. Whiskey in my coffee looks good. See the evolutionary gift of autism - what a crock of elephant shit.

That image sucks a$$.
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Thank You Sephora for Pulling Kat Von D Lipstick with Offensive Name

SephoracroppedUpdate: Lipstickgate is now on - please feel free to comment over there. As you can imagine, not everyone understands the problem with the lipstick name. Thanks. KS

Update: And Perez Hilton.

By Kim Stagliano

I want to publicly thank the people at Sephora for acting quickly and pulling a Kat Von D. lipstick whose name was offensive to many of us. 

Kat Von D. is an LA personality known for her extensive tattooing.  You can read her bio here. I can not read her bio there. I am 49 and the font is about size 2 on her site. The lipstick name was Celebutard, which is a real word and is a hybrid of celebrity and retard. Of course the retard part is intended to imply stupid, impaired, disabled.  It's a slur.  It's cousin is Debutard, sometimes used to describe/insult trust fund babies like Paris Hilton. 

I wrote a Huffington Post piece "Are You High on Tattoo Ink?" that caught some attention while expressing my dismay that Sephora hadn't realized how ugly this name was for a beauty product. Other people also wrote about the poorly named lipstick. 

Check out this Tweet exchange from Kat Von D. in which she missed the point of the critique.  The woman she was Tweeting with (I blocked her name for privacy)  and I had a nice exchange today - she realized why many advocates were offended and changed her mind. That's cool. We can all learn and grow. And I hope Miss Von D. also learns and grows from the experience.

Words hurt as much as tattoo needles. And the effects can be as permanent.

Kat Tweet

Sephora pulled the product from their shelves.   They reacted swiftly and, I think, appropriately.

My kids watch Christmas movies year round. One of their favorites is Santa Claus is Comin' To Town. I love the scene when Kris Kringle asks for help from the Winter Warlock, who is supposed to be the meanest, coldest dude in the forest. The Warlock tries to help Kris get the toys to the kids - but fears he has limited powers. After all, he only has a candle stick stub and a few pieces of magic corn.  But that corn makes reindeer fly (and that leads us to Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer, which we also watch 12 months a year.)

I'm proud that I was able use my few pieces of magic corn, my really limited powers, to do something positive for a whole lot of people.

House of Cards 200 pixelsKim Stagliano is Managing Editor of Age of Autism. Her novel,  House of Cards; A All I Can Handle 50 pixel Kat Cavicchio romantic suspense is available from Amazon in all e-formats now. Her memoir, All I Can Handle I'm No Mother Teresa is available in hardcover, paperback and e-book.


Hopey Halloween From Kim Stagliano

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Hello, AofA friends. I thought I'd share another hopeful video with you today. Bella continues to learn how to create words with her mouth. I use that phrasing because I know the words are clearly in her mind - it's her autism that prevents them from flowing freely.

You might recall from my book that Bella is my water girl (crapisode ring a bell?)  Her perseveration on water is always correlated with gut issues. When her stomach is in bad shape, she is desperate to feel water on her face.  I've learned that I'm usually at fault - having tried a new food or beverage with a suspect ingredient. Carageenan, the thickener in many non-dairy milks and almost all of the So Delicious brand that we loved, destroys Bella's gut and behavior after about 6 weeks of steady consumption.  It makes her aggressive, angry, she pinches, she growls, she will not sit in a car or bus safely.  I guess that means the refrigerator theory can be resurrected - Mom really IS to blame - ha ha.

Anyway, here's Miss Bella with a special cameo appearance by my beautiful Mia, who will be 19 in December. That Halloween costume in the photo was from when Bella was in Kindergarten - I made her Leo the Late Bloomer - a beautiful story about a little Tiger with lots of delays - and whose last sentence is, "I made it!" And so shall Bella, and all our kids.

House of Cards 200 pixelsKim Stagliano is Managing Editor of Age of Autism. Her novel,  House of Cards; A All I Can Handle 50 pixel Kat Cavicchio romantic suspense is available from Amazon in all e-formats now. Her memoir, All I Can Handle I'm No Mother Teresa is available in hardcover, paperback and e-book.



Autism: Computer? Black Sweater. Where's the Mouse? Black Sweater.

Autism Reality

By Kim Stagliano

A recap of Sunday morning, chez Stag. Dad is golfing - his weekly respite from home and business duties. Mom is in charge. My 18 year old daughter has been on a "wear black clothing" jag for several months. She will wear colors to school, but at home wants black yoga pants and a black T shirt. Well, it's late October in Connecticut and her father and I have vowed we will NOT turn on the heat before November. It costs almost $1000 for a full tank of oil, and the tank lasts maybe 6 weeks during heating season with careful monitoring of the thermostat.  Yeah. NO. We wear warm clothes in the house. Well, four of us do.

After her shower, I pulled out a black long sleeved sweater. Nope. Nothing doing. This has happened before - of course. And I  have caved like a cheap lawn chair, letting her wear a short sleeved T.  Today is the day I stay strong. I need to help her learn to wear proper clothing for the weather. I know that. I need to keep her safe and healthy. But it's tough.

I took her computer mouse and iPod Touch away.  I explained that when she puts on the black sweater (I gave her choices of long sleeved black tops) I would give her the mouse for her computer. No go. She has been very sad. She has asked me with her VERY BEST words - making an entire sentence which means she really, really wants something: "Can. I. Have. Mouse. Please." I have girded my loins and said, "Not until you put on your black sweater." She has cried harder. 

Autism sounds like this:


Black sweater.


Black sweater.

Where's the mouse?

First sweater, then mouse.

Where's the mouse.

First sweater, then mouse.


Black sweater.


Black sweater.


Black sweater.

Where's the mouse?

First sweater, then mouse.

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For Better of For Worse

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Today is my 22nd wedding anniversary. I think of the young women getting married today, tomorrow, last month and wonder how many will have to face an autism diagnosis in their precious child? 1 in 5000? Heck no. 1 in 500? Old school. 1 in 250? We chuckle. 1 in 150? Out of date. I in 110? The good old days. 1 in 58 boys? Optimistically.

We need answers as to cause. We need prevention. We need treatment. We need palliative care for those who are here now. We need. We need. We need.  And we will not give up until our needs - and the needs of the women who are putting on a white gown with a heart full of hope and love today - are met.


Pharma & Medicine's Salad Days of Liability Free Vaccination

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By Kim Stagliano

On Wednesday night, I was making a salad for my family, using my Pampered Chef salad spinner. I carefully washed the organic romaine lettuce, and then put it into the spinner. According to my Pampered Chef consultant - who happens to be the number one ranked consultant in the nation in sales - that spinner can go as fast as 14 mph. Weeeeeeeeee! As I was pressing the lever that generates the spin, I became distracted by my husband or one of my girls. I leaned forward with my arm on the spinner to stabilize it and OUCH it bit the tender skin on my forearm! "That's gonna leave a mark," I thought to myself. And sure enough, it did. And darn if it didn't hurt like the Salad 3 dickens!

I looked at my husband and said, "That's a design defect and I could sue Pampered Chef for some serious bread." Of course, I am NOT suing The Pampered Chef for my idiocy. My arm will heal and I learned a lesson in how to use (or not use) my salad spinner.

But I began to think about vaccination - virtually forced, most certainly coerced circa 2013 and how manufacturers and delivery systems (doctors, nurses, retail stores, schools) have ZERO liability for any injury they might cause.  If you would like to understand the how and why of this special treatment for pharmaceutical companies, I encourage you to watch this Canary Party video below. It explains our Vaccine Injury system in America - and how it does anything but pamper YOU (or your loved ones) the consumer.

Video from Kim Stagliano: THIS is Autism Too "SOUP"

Bella Cake 13By Kim Stagliano

Oh Lord I am  tired of so many things. The constant attacks on our community as if we aren't real Moms and Dads doing our level best for our children with autism. The name calling in national publications by "journalists." The assumptions that we are somehow American subversives because our experiences with our children have led us to conclusions outside the corporate pharma governmental agenda.  The dismissal of our kids' very real medical problems.

Saturday was my youngest daughter's birthday. She is now 13 years old. Her name is Bella. I introduced you to her in my book, and so many of you (from all camps I'll point out) came to her defense in 2010 when she was abused on her school bus by an adult. Your support meant the world to me.

I thought today I'd share a brief video after finally figuring out how to upload from my iPhone to YouTube to show you autism in our home. Well one version, Mia and Gianna are different young women in terms of ability. 

Instead of having a slumber party with friends and giggling about boys - Bella spent her day with her father and sisters and me - quietly working on skills followed by a simple supper and homemade cake.  THIS is autism. It's hard for Bella most of all. It breaks my heart every hour of every day.


House of Cards 200 pixelsKim Stagliano is Managing Editor of Age of Autism. Her novel,  House of Cards; A All I Can Handle 50 pixel Kat Cavicchio romantic suspense is available from Amazon in all e-formats now. Her memoir, All I Can Handle I'm No Mother Teresa is available in hardcover, paperback and e-book.





The Write and Wrong of Autism in the Media

Mia Writing Sample

By Kim Stagliano

What if you did not know me  and you saw that photo above,  what would you think?  That I have a nice 4 year old, perhaps? Would you smile if you had no idea that I am a Mother Warrior with three daughters on the spectrum? Not just on the spectrum, but on the "wrong side of the tracks" of the spectrum.  Huh? Wrong side? Hell yes. We're seeing the full assault on low verbal, behavior-intense boys, girls, teens, young adults with autism right now in the Alex Spourdalakis story.  We couldn't get the attention of a single media outlet while he was in the hospital. Now, after his gruesome murder, the PR machine has slipped into gear and roared out of the gate to make sure that somehow, anyhow, the non-genetics segment of the autism populations would be tinged, no make that engulfed from head to toe, in guilt.  Especially anyone associated with gut injury, and you know who that means, dear AofA reader.

(BTW, I've never apologized for a single parent who has murdered his or her child - with or without autism. And I continue to make no excuses. We have a moral obligation to our kids to keep them safe - even if that means safe from ourselves.  My chapter "Mother Superior" in my memoir is all about the string of murders in our community including a mother in England who poured Drano into her son's throat, none of which have been used/covered like Alex's.)

The photo above is the fridge worthy type of art most parents of preschoolers display with pride. Except that it is the 12th grade work of my 18 year old daughter. Oh. Insert awkward pause here.

Yesterday the PBS kids show Arthur was on, and they aired the episode about Asperger's. It was done fairly well. The child  with AS had a meltdown during a playdate and his typical peer felt confused and scared.  After the meltdown the typical child talked to a friend who told him his uncle had Asperger's.  They proceeded to show a framed newspaper article about the uncle's Nobel prize in science as a local professor.

Take a look at the photo above.

Autism in the media looks very little like what my three daughters have - very litte indeed. Ari Ne'eman speaking for my girls as an expert?  A farce.  Even Temple Grandin, a female herself, looks nothing like my girls who actually have far more emotion, facial expression and ability to be physically loving compared to what I have seen in Dr. Grandin over the years.

How many times have you said (like I have) "when you meet one person with autism, you've met one person with autism."   My girls matter. And their autism is a valid and real, even if rarely acknowledged in the media portrayals.   Your child too.


House of Cards 200 pixelsKim Stagliano is Managing Editor of Age of Autism. Her novel,  House of Cards; A All I Can Handle 50 pixel Kat Cavicchio romantic suspense is available from Amazon in all e-formats now. Her memoir, All I Can Handle I'm No Mother Teresa is available in hardcover, paperback and e-book.




Autism Mom and Cover Girl! Autism File Goes Digital.

AF CJWe're happy to report that you can now download Autism File Magazine free.  Simply click THIS LINK to start your subscription. 

The Autism File, the first magazine ever published devoted exclusively to Autism Spectrum Disorders, announced today that the upcoming August/September issue will mark the magazine’s entry into the world of digital publishing.

Since the first issue of the magazine appeared in 1999, the Autism File has been described by readers as a “lifeline”.  “Thanks to the most knowledgeable experts and experienced parents from around the world, we’re able to present cutting-edge content and critically needed support to families affected by autism,” said the magazine’s founder and Editor-in-Chief, Polly Tommey.  “The new digital format will allow parents and professionals—no matter where they live—to have immediate access to the crucial information provided by our contributors.”

In addition to the magazine’s bi-monthly publication, which will be available as a free download six times per year, the Autism File’s team of editors and writers will provide a weekly update focusing on relevant topics including nutrition, biomedical treatments, sensory issues, advocacy, and safety.  “There is an overwhelming number of concerns that autism families face each and every day, and often on incredibly tight budgets,” said Polly.  “Our readers will now have the latest innovations and strategies for all aspects of living with autism right at their fingertips, and at no cost.”

Our own Cathy Jameson is this issue's cover girl - along with her handsome son Ronan.  once you have subscribed, (see link above) you can read Cathy's article titled Navigating the System to learn about the IEP process.

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Autism Community Unites Behind Poison Pen Letter Recipient

Purple letter

By Kim Stagliano

Every so often, this fractured, exhausted, nose-to-grindstone-for-the-kids autism community is able to leap to the defense of another family without so much as a pause. It doesn't matter whether Mom is biomed or ABA, psychiatric meds or organic Yak juice - you get my point. Sometimes the cruelty of how others perceive and feel entitled to treat our children - no matter their age - rallies us round the autism flag like Pearl Harbor.

Media outlets from Perez to the NY Daily News have reported on a poison pen letter sent "anonymously" to a family in Toronto, Canada. From City News Toronto:

A family is in shock and a community has united after an anonymous hate letter was written about a young boy living with severe autism.

Karla Begley told CityNews her son Max, 13, stays with his grandmother in the morning during the summer time. It was at that home in Newcastle where letter was delivered on Friday.

“I was shaking when I was reading it,” Brenda Millson, Max’s grandmother, told CityNews. “It’s awful words. You don’t know why somebody would ever do such a thing.”

The typed, one-page letter refers to the young boy as a “nuisance” and a “wild animal” before suggesting the family move or “euthanize” the child.

My neighbors have no idea how often I close windows on a warm day when a meltdown is in progress or imminent. The woman who might give me stink eye at Stop & Shop doesn't know that my child is using every ounce of her courage to maintain her calm while roaming the brightly lit store.  I wrote a BOOK trying to explain to outsiders that our lives - yours, mine, the autism Mom who thinks I'm a complete anti-vaccine kook - are crazy hard.   We deserve compassion and for God's sake, a bit of kindness. It's the end of summer - my kids desperately need their school routine. Don't yours? Maybe Max needs his too. Certainly Kara Begley needs to hear from all of us in the autism community, "We love you.  We have your back. We love your son.  We ARE you."

And to "One Pissed Off Mother" who thought typing this letter would make her feel better and superior to Max, his Gram and his Mom?  We and our children will live our lives with pride and dignity, thank you very much.  And I hope the media crush you are receiving now feels like a thousand paper cuts under a shaker of salt.....

Kim Stagliano is Managing Editor of Age of Autism. Her novel,  House of Cards; A All I Can Handle 50 pixel Kat Cavicchio romantic suspense is available from Amazon in all e-formats now. Her memoir, All I Can Handle I'm No Mother Teresa is available in hardcover, paperback and e-book.




Back to School

PinwormsBy Kim Stagliano

I suppose I shouldn't complain, our school was in session until late June.   But summer is H-A-R-D when you have a child(ren) with autism. Like I need to remind you? We were fortunate to have some extended school year programming and a camp  that actually allows kids with behaviors and over the age of 9!   My oldest is entering her "senior" year of high school. Can you smell my terror from your computer? My middle daughter is in her third year of high school, and my baby, who turns 13 next month, is a 7th grader. If she could speak I'm pretty sure she would be a surly  pre-teen telling us all to "just leave her alone!" Her behavior this summer has taxed us all to our last nerve  - a combination of gut issues and the general mien of a 12 year old girl.  (As an aside, my folks sent me to boarding school at 14, need I say more?)

How are you holding up as the summer ends.  Are your kids back to school already? And what are your hopes for this coming school year?

(PS) I mentioned gut issues? Who among us hasn't carried a dead worm in a baggie to the ped?  Gary didn't make it..... 

Father's Day and Autism

Father daughterBy Kim Stagliano (Cathy is off today with her five kids and their wonderful Dad.)

Remember being a kid and asking your parents, "Why isn't there a kids' day?" The usual response was, "Every day is kids' day." For those of us with children on the spectrum I suppose that's right. Every day IS kids' day. Many of our children need/require/demand levels of attention, care and support the outstrips the needs of most typical children - even those younger than our own. Don't we know it?

My children have a father who participates in their life. He can change a pad, make a gluten free meal, get the girls ready for school (well, their hair looks unkempt but he tries) and is a full partner in the day to day workload that comes with having a child on the spectrum.  I'm very lucky.

I want to remind the Dads who might not be so involved in the daily care and feeding and school issues and behavior work (not just earning the bacon, but frying it up in that pan to quote an old women's lib song) that we Moms need your help. And we often stink at asking for it. (Raising hand.)

Thank you to all  of the Dads who read AofA and who are an integral part of their son or daughter's upbringing. It's a tough job. Especially for fathers of sons - who once dreamed of varsity baseball games and summer camp outs and have had to make adjustments that respect their boys' abilities.

Happy Father's Day to all of you.

Second Child with Autism Wanders, Drowns in One Week


Weep(Note: This comment came in today -  "Make that three. We had a 2 yo boy who has autism drown over the weekend at his family's cottage (we live in Akron, OH). He got away from his mother and went right to the river. They found him within minutes, but it was too late. They need help for funeral expenses, as no one is prepared for those costs. We are helping to get the word out about the issue of wandering and autism in our community, as well as the family's need for assistance. Here is a link to a page they created for donations: Thank you, Laurie Cramer Director, Autism Society of Greater Akron"

By Kim Stagliano

I awoke to an email on Saturday, the subject line read, "My son is missing." I paused for a moment. You know how email can be - lots of funky subjects that lead to phishing emails of all sorts.   But I opened and read the email.  And then I Googled the name of the child and the details that the sender had provided.  My God, her son was missing.

Owen Black had wandered away from his holiday condo in Perdido Beach,

Owen Black
Owen Black
Alabama and within two minutes, was out of his mother's sight, having slipped out the door.

I sent out a FB missive that hundreds shared and Tweeted for anyone in the area to try to help. Joe Scarborough from MSNBC, a Pensacoloa native, retweeted the call for help. Hundreds turned out to search. To no avail. Owen, like Mikaela Lynch last week, wandered and drowned.

Mikaela Lynch
Mikaela Lynch

THIS is the reality of autism and all the blue buildings and "It's just a difference" t-shirts and the "We don't need a cure - just accept them" in the world doesn't mean jack diddly squat. AUTISM IS AS DEADLY AS CANCER FOR MANY CHILDREN.  I woke up thinking of Owen. And now the news we all dreaded. AGAIN.

I Tweeted the sad news about Owen - and yes, I blamed his autism. Someone Tweeted back, "It wasn't the autism you moron" or something to that effect.  And then she blamed "negligent parents." Really? Must have been one of the "Autism is a difference not a disability" crowd.  Or perhaps a cruel skeptic - as there wasn't a scintilla of emotion for the child, for Owen.

I disagree. At all levels, from a preverbal child like Owen and Mikaela (and my own Bella) to an adult with Asperger's - autism affects day to day life in myriad ways. And yes, some are deadly. And as far as "negligent parents" go? Well, yes, I am quite sure there are rotten, negligent parents in the autism community, just as there are anywhere. The parents I have met have moved heaven and earth to keep their kids safe. I know one Mom who slept on a mattress barricading her front door in case her son tried to slip out at night. Another Mom whom I know to be a stalwart of the community, her son was found walking along a busy state route having slipped away - alive by the grace of a guardian angel. I lost my own daughter in Orlando as she quietly slipped out a hotel room door and got onto an elevator to the lobby of  a 22 story property on 2200 acres while I was in the bathroom.  We are not negligent - we are human.   I remember being pregnant with Bella and so tired by 2pm that I had to sleep. I put on the TV and locked my bedroom door and put a bell on a chair in front of the door, knowing that Mia and Gianna would knock the bell to the ground and I'd hear it before they could leave my room. Just to get a 30 minute nap. 

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Autism and Motherhood It's 1998 Every Day

Mia Heart BackBy Kim Stagliano Mia Heart Front

My 18 year old daughter Mia made me this pin in preschool, 1998.  I wear it every Mother's Day with pride. Little did I know that my three year old daughter would remain very much a child, even as her body grew into that of a beautiful young woman.  This pin stabs me in the heart with every passing year. Not because of my aging eyes and fumbling fingers.

On this Mother's Day, I ask you to say a quick prayer for all Moms who live with the nagging ache of worry, even as they live, love and laugh. It's there behind our smiles. Mine. Yours. I'll say a prayer for you, and wish you a very Happy Mother's Day.



April's Autism Images

Gianna High School

By Kim Stagliano

Autism awareness month has been overshadowed by recent news events. The blue glow of landmarks and skyscrapers has faded away for most Americans. Even those of us touched by autism have put aside the month's label for the day-to-day reality of caring for, helping, loving our children. 

Last week was our April vacation here in our Connecticut town. That meant long days of Count_von_countdowntime, which is always difficult for my girls, who depend our their routine. Bella, my youngest, kept handing me her purple knapsack. And off we'd go to look at the calendar and re-count the days until school was back in session. Cue Sesame Street's Count Von Count, a Stagliano entertainment staple, "That's three! Three more days until school starts! Ah! Ah! AAAAAAAAAH!"

My husband and I have tallied 37 cumulative years of caring for kids with autism in our home, if we use age 3 as the starting age for each of our girls.  37 years of facilitating, guiding, dressing, undressing, feeding, cutting food, bathing, toileting (that's mostly completed I'm thrilled to report) micromanaging virtually every aspect of the girls' lives - not because we are helicopter parents - it's simply what's required to keep them alive. I wish I could tell parents of younger children on the spectrum that life gets easier as the kids grow up - but for us and for most of the families I know with high school age children - it's getting a whole lot harder. The gaps of early elementary school turned into chasms in middle school and then canyons in high school and in "adult life?" The current programs available expect my kids to live in a parallel universe of managed care as if they leaped from childhood to advanced old age in the blink of an eye.  (Won't happen.) It's a harsh reality rarely spotlighted by blue lights.

But....   all is not lost. Never.  That photo at the top of the post? That's the showcase at the entrance to our public high school. And that pretty girl holding the Martha Speaks book? That is my beautiful daughter Gianna. She is 16 and considered a sophomore. The book she is holding is for a third grader. But take a look - our high school is saying,"Hey! This terrific kid is a member of our community and we are as proud of her as we are of our honors student who is going to Harvard in the Fall."

When Gianna's teacher sent me the photo, I just sat for second and took in the huge message it sent to her classmates, her schoolmates, the teachers, staff, everyone who walks by. I'm proud of our high school for honoring Gianna where she is - and for who she is.  

I suppose the showcase is about acceptance, a word I usually abhor. Today? I accept it. Now to turn Martha Speaks into, "People with autism speak."

CoverKim Stagliano is Managing Editor of Age of Autism. Her novel,  House of Cards; A All I Can Handle 50 pixel Kat Cavicchio romantic suspense is available from Amazon in all e-formats now. Her memoir, All I Can Handle I'm No Mother Teresa is available in hardcover, paperback and e-book.




Jenny McCarthy Interviews Kim Stagliano on Autism Awareness

Kim Jenny autism oneThanks to Jenny McCarthy for allowing me to share a real life glimpse of what life is like for our family - during autism action month - in the hopes that it will educate people outside our community a bit more than a blue landmark.  KS

Read the full interview at Jenny McCarthy's SPLASH blog at the Chicago Sun Times.

Unless you know someone with autism, it’s difficult to accurately explain what life is like behind closed doors. The mom I want to highlight is Kim Stagliano, because she has three daughters with autism. If God only gives you what you can handle, then this woman is a gladiator. Please read our interview so the next time you see a tantrum by an autistic child in the grocery store, hopefully your frustration will turn to compassion.

JENNY: Tell me about your girls.

KIM: My oldest daughter, Mia, is 18. She is the most affected by her autism. She is a gorgeous, petite girl with blue eyes and a great smile. She can speak but usually only uses one or two words at a time when she needs something. You have to interact with her (a polite way of saying “get right in her face”) in order to get her to say “Hello” or “Goodbye.” She is affectionate and unlike the autism stereotype, she likes being around family and classmates. Mia was a typically developing infant. She met her physical milestones on time and could recite the alphabet and count to twenty before age 2. She regressed into autism, becoming more remote and the main red flag that we saw was that her large vocabulary did not turn into usable communication. She attends the local public high school in a self-contained classroom.

Gianna is the classic middle child: She has a good sense of humor and is a ball of energy. Gianna is always looking out for her sisters; she is kind and caring. She is 16 years old in 10th grade in a combination of the autism classroom and the general special ed classroom. Three years ago our town added a separate autism class because the teaching and behavioral requirements are so different from traditional special ed, which includes intellectual disability, physical challenges and Down syndrome. To our delight, she is also enrolled in mainstream biology with support. She uses sentences and will answer a question with a word or two if you give her plenty of time to process the question.

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Light It Up True: Autism Commemoration

Girls easter

By Kim Stagliano

Join me in commemorating autism action month.  Let's look at other diagnoses and their fund raising efforts: Walk to End Alzheimers. Race for the Cure. Knock Out Muscular Dystrophy.  What are we "allowed" in the autism community?  "Light it Up Blue!"  "Shine a light on autism!" We deserve more.

We face numbers that are rising with seemingly no concern or alarm in the medical, government or mainstream media communities. Prevention? Taboo. Treatment? Reviled. Recovery? Impossible!  Insurance coverage? Too expensive! Housing and employment? Crickets.

Meanwhile, kids are aging out into adulthood. My oldest is 18. Families are going broke. And we are simply told to recognize or celebrate the difference?

Today, April 1,  and every day I honor my beautiful children: Bella, Gianna and Mia (L to R in photo) - I remember their struggles, their difficulties, and how hard they work to make it through a day in a world that seems content to simply "acknowledge them" and offer them a special seat in a movie theatre or a fast line at Disney, as if accommodations are the answer.  I want more for them.

Commemorate someone you love with autism in the comments.

Happy St. Patrick's Day

St P Girls

"If God sends you down a stony path, may he give you strong shoes." Here's to strong shoes for all of us as we help our children grow and prosper. Those are my girls, Bella, Gianna and Mia, St. Paddy's Day 2006. Kim


StumpedI can't think of a headline for this post. Miss G, my teenaged, gorgeous middle child, is quite a good student. With modifications, she is learning high school science and math and reading pretty darn well. Her Dad and I are proud of her.   So she brought home a 100 on her recent science test. Fantastic! Check out the material. Can you help me think of a headline? And a nickel (do you take a check?) if you can explain the photo. Kim

Gianna Test 100

Autism Rewind

Box closedBy Kim Stagliano

A few weeks ago, I received an email, "Hi, you don't know me, but I recently moved into your old house and I found a box (that's it in the photo) in the front hall closet loaded with mini-videocassettes that I think are yours. They say things like, "Mia's First Birthday," and "Cape Cod Grandpy's Pool 1996." Would you like me to send them to you?"

My first thought? "No."

Can you relate?

As my three girls have gotten older I find it difficult to look at their baby photos, their milestone books (which were more like "yard"stone books).  Memories of their infancy and early toddler years bring a lump to my throat faster than you can say, "What could have been." Autism alters everything.

This is why I and so many other parents like me in the autism community keep working, day in and day out, paid, unpaid, appreciated, reviled, welcomed, excluded, understood, ignored - you name it - because I do not want what my husband and I have been through - and more importantly what my GIRLS are going through every day of their lives - for another family.

Do my kids bring me joy? Of course they do. Do I adore them? No brainer. Yes. Would I trade my Box opengirls for any other children? Never. Would I peel away the autism to bring forth their true personalities, talents, and basic survival abilities? You bet your sweet ass. And I make no apologies for that.  Mia, Gianna and Bella are great girls with unique personalities that are visible in glimpses large and small under their autism. Autism is what they have, not who they are.  I know there are adults with autism who identify themselves by their diagnosis - and I respect that - just as I hope they respect my feeling differently about my own children.

I'm getting avaricious in my middle age (before the year is over I'll be "nifty" if you get my drift.) I used to  want a cure for autism. Still do. Then I realized I also wanted prevention for those who have yet to have their children. Still do. Then I wanted better schooling. And treatment. Still do. Now I'm thinking about adult services. Employment. Post secondary education. Safety for women. And men. As well as girls and boys.  Color me greedy. I want plenty for my own girls - without forgetting the generation behind me for a moment.

There are so many areas of my kids treatment, education, therapy and even how we live at home that I would change looking back.  I'm still learning, as the landscape changes every year with my girls' growth.  ABA wasn't a winner for one of my girls.  I should never have been so afraid of the GFCF diet, I lost a year for my oldest worrying about how I'd manage the changes in my kitchen, my lifestyle. 

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Deflated ballBy Kim Stagliano

Deep sigh.  Ever have a day where you just plain feel tired? It's not just physical fatigue, it's a bone deep exhaustion that sneaks up on me.  And my husband. And fellow autism parents. Yesterday was one of those days. Here's why.

My girls are now in middle school and high school. Our elementary days are behind us, for which I am grateful. No more red dye soaked school parties for starters. And the girls are on the same bus schedule, a small but important bit of continuity for my day. By 7:20am I am seated quietly at my desk working with my twelfth cup of coffee in hand. It's good.

Back to yesterday. Each year, a top rated prep school in our area hosts a wonderful basketball tournament for Special Olympics. Local middle and high schools field teams from the adaptive PE classes. A sports writer celeb is the MC and the entire prep school seems to turn out with smiles and manners and exuberance to volunteer and to cheer on the players.  Many of the players march into the gym like gladiators, albeit really happy warriors, faces beaming at the attention, eating up the cheers and whoops like a big bowl of ice cream.  They high five and thumbs up and you can't help but grin from ear to ear as you watch them. It's the true meaning of Special Olympics sports.  By all typical measurements, the event is a success. Except....

If you landed on earth in 2013 from a planet that had never heard of autism, you would have been able to point your long, green finger at a group of players  who stood differently, who participated differently, if at all.    Their faces were beautiful. Their bodies lithe and intact - no wheelchairs, no signs of disability even from the top of the bleachers. But you'd know.  These are the players with autism. And the event simply isn't designed to accommodate their special-squared needs. 

The teams waited for 30 minutes in the stairwell before entering the gym for the dramatic and emotional entrance ceremony.   For some of the kids with autism, this induced tremendous stress. And behaviors.   All I could think of was Temple Grandin talking about cattle chutes.

The National Anthem was so loud Roseann Barr would have clapped her hands over her ears.  More stress.

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Old Timers and ARI

ARI logo FebBy Kim Stagliano

If you aren't subscribed to the ARI newsletter, we have a preview for you below. For many of us old timers, ARI was our first and best course of hope for our kids.  We whispered in Yahoo groups, "What is a DAN! doctor and how do I find one?"  My girls' first biomed doc was an elderly allergist who knew Dr. Bernie Rimland personally.  Today, many young autism parents might not even know the name Dr. Rimland. He's the doctor who dispelled the refrigerator theory and searched for medical treatments for his own son, thus creating ARI for all of our kids. He also founded The Autism Society of America.  His death in 2006 was a stunning blow to the community.

As the years have rolled on, it's easy to forget our community's roots. And to ignore the accomplishments of the people who used a machete in the rain forest to create a trail for us to follow.  The moms and dads, men and women, and doctors who put their careers, personal lives and asses on the line day after day because their kids, your kids, my kids came first - enduring political and media beatings over and over.  Accepting an inch, going back into the trenches for a mile.  These folks were working long before I first sat in front a computer in a Yahoo group that introduced me to other parents like me.

Thank you to ARI, to all of our friends and colleagues in the autism community from coast to coast and around the world, working in their own niche - the autism life is not an Emily Post sponsored event. That's OK.  I tuck in three kids with autism every night.  You probably tuck in one or two of your own. That makes us bedfellows.  The cliche stands - Rome wasn't built in a day. But neither did Rome fall in a day.  Or a decade.

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From Steve Edelson:

I hope subscribers living in the northeast are safe and warm after last weekend's blizzard. Our thoughts are with you.

Much is happening at the Autism Research Institute (ARI) these days. We just published the book Nutritional Supplement Use for Autistic Spectrum Disorder, written by Dr. Jon Pangborn. In addition, last week Carnie Wilson raised awareness about autism as well as funds for ARI on the Food Network show, Guy vs. Rachel: Celebrity Cook-Off. See articles below.

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If CDC Were In Charge of Snow Removal

Deck snow'By Kim Stagliano

On Friday a blizzard struck the Northeast with outrageous force. Think "Hurricane Sandy" during the throes of her worst PMS with no chocolate in the house while in a freezer. That.

I live in Fairfield County, CT. We can see Long Island across the Sound.  New York city is a commuter train away. We are considered civilization on most maps.  However, this storm packed 34.5" of snow and hobbled snow removal efforts.  As of Sunday afternoon, much of the town remained unplowed, including my street. That said, we're warm and dry, never lost power and have enough baking supplies to rival the Keebler Elves' Hollow Tree - so we're good.

Our town Facebook pages are full of angry citizens though - shaking their cyberfists at the town that has not miraculously cleared out this snow fast enough. One woman went so far as to say, "I have to get to New Jersey tomorrrow! We're going on a cruise!"  I sent up a prayer she got out, and that an iceberg was developing in the Atlantic.

Like many of us who read AofA, I have a child with autism. Three as you well know. I suppose that the trials and tribulations of life in the autism trenches for so long as made me brush off petty inconveniences like being trapped in my house for 3+ days with snow drifts taller than my husband.   At one point I got a bit delusional though - perhaps after listening the the Barney Theme Song for the 99th time on YouTube.  And I went into a reverie - what if the CDC were in charge of snow removal in my town....

Kim: "Hello, town? I have an emergency.  I'd like to report 34.5 inches of snow on my street and ask you to remove it, please."

Town: "Why? What's wrong?"

Kim: "Um, there are 34.5 inches of snow on the street. You know, where we are supposed to drive Snow yardstickour cars?"

Town: "Yes we know."

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Dear President Obama: From American Autism Families

Inauguration 2013

By Kim Stagliano

Yesterday President Barack Obama took the oath of office for his second term as POTUS.  The President looks older, with more than a touch a gray, which seems to be the case with each second term President. The First Lady left behind retro for a chic and sleek new style.  And the Obama children have grown from young girls to beautiful young ladies. I wonder if the President and First Lady appreciate just how blessed they are to have two typical girls who are able to learn and naturally develop into teenagers before their eyes?  It's hard not to compare my own three girls - who have grown taller and more beautiful, but whose developmental gains are hard fought - if won at all.

Four years ago I wrote a piece for HuffPo called, "If the First Child Had Autism."  From the post:

As an autism Mom, I thought about how different the day would be if the First Lady had a child with autism. Here's one scenario:

The First Lady is holding her child's hand tightly as they walk toward their seats, her smile tempered by the interference from her autismometer, the scanning system she uses at all times to gauge her child's mood, temperment, ability to manage the input and to anticipate a meltdown. In her other hand she holds a metal ring on which hang dozens of plastic cards with simple pictures and words. It's an odd accessory.

The boy is wearing a pair of bulky, Bose noise canceling headphones to help him tune out the roar of the crowd. His eyes are cast down to the floorboards.

The lines laid out before him capture his attention. He stops. He sits down.

A brief look of panic crosses his mother's face. She erases it. Then gently, lovingly signs, "stand up."

If you had an opportunity to tell/ask/beg/cajole/berate (choose your own verb) POTUS about what your child, your American family needs during the next four years - what would you say? Leave a comment.

Autism: You Might Outgrow It. Or Die Before Your Time.

Happy pillsBy Kim Stagliano Blue Coffin - Cut-480

This has been quite a week for news in autism. For starters, David Kirby reported that there are at least two new cases in Vaccine Court whereby there have been awards for vaccine injury in children with autism. The silence from the MSM was deafening - as expected.  After all, they were very busy getting flu shots live on air.  Then there was the IOM report on vaccine safety that got some attention although the  media has been focused primarily on the gun safety issue - shots of another kind as it were.   Oh yes, there has also been hoopla about Miss Montana, a beautiful young woman who was diagnosed with autism at age 11 and is an example of having a wonderful life with a form of autism that frankly I can't imagine in my household - although my three girls are certainly beautiful - especially my 18 year old for whom we just filed guardianship papers.

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It's Time to Be Selfish Autism Community

Me-timeBy Kim Stagliano

The autism community is full of warrior Moms and Dads who will always put that oxygen mask on their children first - and then probably put one onto your child as they themselves turn blue and gasp for air.


Did you read this on Facebook? "We're wishing NAA President Wendy Fournier well as she continues to recover from a heart attack last Sunday."

That's right. The not-even-50-year-old-female President of The National Autism Association, herself a Warrior mom to a daughter on the spectrum, suffered a heart attack. And she came close to death.

This is a wake up call for all of us to start becoming "selfish" and take care of ourselves.  If we spent one quarter the time on our own "therapy" and food choices that we spend on our kids' needs we could make a difference in our well being.

One of my favorite singers is Stevie Nicks who sings, "But time makes you bolder even children get older and I'm getting older too."   I turned 49 in December. My oldest is 18 and my baby is 12.   I'm plenty bold - and I'm sure you are too.  But I'm also getting O-L-D. I don't mind the gray hairs zigzagging through my curls. The lines around my eyes don't phase me in the least. The year on the calendar does scare me though - because I only have so much time on earth to care for my girls.

 I write a column in Autism File magazine, whose Kim Kyoshi current issue features  the special, "Autism and Fitness Getting Healthy Having Fun." I wrote about how I have started taking kickboxing, karate and Okinawan weapons classes. My goal is to earn my black belt and my AARP card in the same year. Not so I can enter the Mrs. Connecticut pageant, but to have the endurance and strength to take care of my girls for as long as they need me.  And we all know what that means.   Autism File also ran a "Caregiver SOS 10 Tips for keeping track of your own health."

What are you doing to take care of yourself?

Join us in wishing Wendy a speedy recovery.  KS

CBS Radio Covers Newtown Shooter: Kim Stagliano Questions Autism Diagnosis

Retro pink radioYesterday I was on CBS 880 - their flagship am station out of New York talking about Adam Lanza and the massacre in Newtown - just 10 miles from my home.  You can read and find an audio link to the interview Here.  Just scroll down to the mic icon and my name on the site.  From the article on their website.

Kim Stagliano is the managing editor of Age Of Autism, a daily newsletter about autism spectrum disorders.

“I think until we see proof that he was formally diagnosed by a professional with Asperger’s, the conversation can really only be harmful to families who have children and adults who are anywhere on the spectrum right now,” Stagliano told WCBS 880 on Monday.

Stagliano wrote on her website Monday, reacting to a person described as a family friend of the Lanzas telling CBS News’ “60 Minutes” that Nancy Lanza said her son had Asperger’s.

“It may have been a way for a mother to explain something that’s very difficult to explain and she didn’t realize she would end up in this position where we would be having a conversation about his formal diagnosis. Diagnoses of any condition are personal and private and here we are talking about it,” Stagliano told WCBS 880.

Dear 60 Minutes: Which Professional Diagnosed Lanza with Asperger's?

Sandy HookManaging Editor's Note: Just reading the transcript from 60 Minutes and saw the following below.  Mark Tambascio is described as a Lanza family friend. There is no mention whether Lanza was formally diagnosed - it could have been a mother ascribing a label to her troubled son - mater-diagnosis for lack of a better word.  We feel strongly that the association of Asperger's and/or Autism and the barbaric, sadistic attack by Lanza is at best, tangential. At worst, it demonizes our loved ones on the spectrum as potential killers.  This story, like the grief felt in my area (my home is less than 20 miles from Sandy Hook elementary school) across the country and the globe, will continue to unfold. I hope we can learn how to prevent the next wounded male - whatever his diagnosis, from turning his inner anguish toward innocent bystanders.  Kim

Scott Pelley: Did Nancy Lanza ever tell you specifically what her son's medical condition was? And she put a name to it?

Mark Tambascio: Asperger's.

Scott Pelley: That's what she said?

Mark and Louise Tambascio: Yeah. Yes.

Scott Pelley: That it was Asperger's syndrome?

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Autism at 18 I'll Love You Forever I'll Like You For Always

Headshot MIAHappy 18th birthday to our beautiful daughter Mia. Do you remember the book, Love You Forever? It's about a boy who grows up to care for his mother, just as she cared for him. It has a creepy edge to it (at least that's what I always thought) but I used to sing to Mia, "I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be."

I never expected those words to ring so true. But here we are. We've filed guardianship papers, are preparing trusts so family can help the children when they are older - and old - and I've stopping crying. This is a tough road, friends. And I'd be lost without my AofA family, my autism family, and my "real" family meaning those family members who have stuck by us and show their love and care for my girls in so many ways.

OK, maybe I haven't stopped crying just yet.

Houes of Cards 160Kim Stagliano is Managing Editor of Age of Autism. Her novel,  House of Cards; A All I Can Handle 50 pixel Kat Cavicchio romantic suspense is available from Amazon in all e-formats now. Her memoir, All I Can Handle I'm No Mother Teresa is available in hardcover, paperback and e-book.


President Obama Will You Acknowledge and Act on Vaccine Injury?

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Congratulations to President Obama on winning a second term.  Healthcare has been a priority for him.  Will the President acknowledge the grim side of the ever rising childhood health epidemics including vaccine damage like this adverse reaction to birth dose vaccination against Hepatitis B?

Meet Ian Gromowski.  He died at 47 days old, never having left the hospital after a severe reaction to his Hepatitis B vaccination.   Hep B is an IV drug and sexually transmitted disease which his mother did not carry and so could not have transferred to him during delivery. 

I think of him - and how the media, AAP and public health and pharma rank non-life threatening "vaccine preventable disease" so far above his tragic story. He mattered. He matters. And I for one am not going to forget him. Not today. Not tomorrow. Not over the next four years.  Read about Ian's story at KIM

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Yes We Ring The Bell. Yes The Door Opens. No You Can't Go In.

Halloween 2001By Kim Stagliano Halloween 001

Halloween is growing nearer - I can tell because there are more Christmas decorations for sale in the Stop & Shop, a sure sign that Halloween is upon us. As jabberwocky as that sounds - I think that's how much of Halloween feels to our children on the spectrum. It's a day (and evening) full of contradictions, things that aren't what they appear to be, and mixed messages.  For instance, how do you explain to your child, to whom you have taught doorway etiquette, the difference of Halloween.  Usually, doorway teaching goes like this:  "We ring the bell and wait for the door to open. We only ring once. No. Once. No. Not five times in a row. No. It's not a train whistle dear. Just once. Good. Now we wait for the door - no. Just once honey. Good. OK. Now you say, "hello," before you walk into the house. Don't let the screen door sl---.   Oof! It's OK. I'm fine (rub head). Good girl."   Leo costume for bella

Then there's Halloween.  "We ring the bell. Someone we don't know opens the door. Yes, that's a stranger honey. Right, we ring only one time. Good girl. Well, no. We don't walk into the house. Not on Halloween. We stand on the stoop and say Trick or Treat. Remember how we practiced that, honey?  And then they give us candy. I know you can't eat most of the candy. Yes, I take it and replace it with other candy that's GFCF. (In sotto voce, I eat it.)  Right.  First ring bell. Then take candy. Then walk away"

Don't get me started on costumes. I like every Mom of two toddlers who grew up with Dr. Suess Richard Christy Halloweenpurchased the Thing One and Thing Two costumes for Mia and Gianna when they were 2 and 3.  You can imagine how well the scratchy blue wigs went over. It took Gianna 11 years  before she'd allow me to put a touch of makeup on her nose to become a doggy.  I usually made the girls costumes.  Like the year Bella was Leo from Leo the Late Bloomer - with a comfy orange sweat suit and the hideous ghost I tried to make Gianna with yards of tulle draped over a white top.  Note to self, you should know how to sew if you are going to attempt to make a costume. Mia has never liked Trick or Treating. She's 17 and I no longer feel the urge to drag her out the door. Poor Bella, who has vision and gross motor issues spent the first 10 years of her life sitting in a wagon as I dragged her from door to door. Three years ago I dumptrucked her off the curb. Yay. Still no Mother Teresa.

How do you handle Halloween in your household? The food, the costumes, the school parties (crossing myself as if to ward off evil) the ever ringing doorbell.   On the 31st feel free to ring our doorbell Chez Stag. I'll be handing out candy as always. And my costume will be the typical Autism Mom attire (see photo.)


Houes of Cards 160Kim Stagliano is Managing Editor of Age of Autism. Her novel,  House of Cards; A All I Can Handle 50 pixel Kat Cavicchio romantic suspense is available from Amazon in all e-formats now. Her memoir, All I Can Handle I'm No Mother Teresa is available in hardcover, paperback and e-book.


Yes Autism Really Does Suck and Then Someone Dies: Often The Person with Autism

WeepBy Kim Stagliano

Earlier this week I ran a post on HuffPo called Autism Sucks and Then We Die. It was a general audience version of a post I'd run here at AofA - trying to call attention to the ever advancing manmade autism epidemic and the real fears families face as we, the parents, grow older.   And ultimately die.  I try to engage commenters at HuffPo by responding to their comments, both those that are favorable about the post and me and those that take me to task. I can learn from everyone, and in particular, I have appreciated learning from people who themselves are on the spectrum. That might come as a surprise to some - it shouldn't. My writing style is pretty much my personality - open to conversation, sociable and ready to have a heart to heart or a head to head talk.

In particular, some commenters who said they were on the spectrum took my headline "Autism Sucks and Then We Die" to mean that I thought they themselves sucked. One went so far as to define himself not as autistic, but as autism itself. "I AM AUTISM." I promptly and politely disagreed. Autism is a medical diagnosis, not a option on the US Census.   I was quick to say that I did not say that people with autism suck. And I told them of the old song by a Boston Band called "The Fools" from which I took the headline, having grown up in Beantown and heard the song many times:

Today in my Google alert there was a story that gave me a familiar pit in my stomach. Autistic Boy, 11, Dies After Hit By SUV. Another child whose life was cut short by his autism. Sure, some folks will say, "kids are struck and killed by cars every day, Kim." Yes. And kids drown every day too. But take a look at the headlines and tally up how many have the word autism in them. It's gotten to a point where when I hear "drowned" my very first thought is "Did the poor child have autism?" From the Houston article:

The boy has special needs and was in the care of his father when he wandered away as the father was doing laundry, said Estella Olguin, spokeswoman for state Child Protective Services.

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Autism Sucks: And Then I Die.


Mia and Mom!

By Kim Stagliano

It's been a while since I've spooned up a goodly dose of medicine to you.  Today I ask you to open wide, say ahhh, bend over and cough all at once.

Last week I was in Dallas, Texas, speaking to a wonderful group called Metrocare that provides services to low income families with children who have developmental disabilities.  I flew in a airplane all by myself. I was picked up at the airport and whisked to my luxury accommodations in a car that costs more than my annual income. I was ensconced in a room with terry robes and slippers (in case I had the desire for a massage or other treatment in the spa downstairs) and a mini-bar (didn't touch it) and a bathtub my Bella would have sworn was her very own indoor pool.   I was living large, my friends.   I was even.... on TV:

Yesterday I picked up this (below) at Probate Court in my town. What is it? It's a form that enables my husband Mark and me to take away our daughter Mia's adult rights when she turns 18 in December.  You read that correctly.

 Probate papers

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Autism and Bullying in Time Yields Harsh Comments

Fisher Price BullyTime Magazine ran an article on why autistic students are targets for bullies. Our kids lives are tough enough - whether they have full blown preverbal autism or Asperger's and an IQ of 150. A friend of  mine with an adult family member is in classes at a local state college. She told me that there is a student  who announced at the beginning of the semester that he has autism - in a rather long descriptive manner. She has watched him enter and leave class alone. His perseveration is the middle ages - and kids in college care more about Saturday nights than jousting knights. My friend has watched the other students turn away from him, snicker and avoid him.  How do we help our kids fit into the world while educating the world that our kids have a right to the pursuit of happiness as much as any bully - or commenter like the one below?  Click into Time to read more comments. Especially a rebuttal by a certain media editor we all know and love... KS.

Did anyone stop to consider that autistic kids get bullied more because they are annoying as hell? 

My girlfriend is a High School teacher and she has many, many autistic kids in her classes and they are almost without exception the most belligerent and disruptive students in the class.

The fact that they don't fully understand their actions is little comfort to the other kids whose education is disrupted due to their outbursts and constant inappropriate behavior.

These kids should be in special education classes away from the general student population where their special needs can be met without degrading the learning environment of others.


 Not all autistic students are loud and annoying.  Don't assume that every autistic student is annoying.   You are being dreadfully insensitive with your first sentence.  Please stop offending other people just because they are different.

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Yahoo News "Can You Prevent Autism" Mentions Pregnancy Flu Shots as Risk Factor

YahooManaging Editor's note: Valerie Isakova, Yahoo Shine Parenting Editor had a "home page" feature yesterday called, "Can you prevent autism?" which naturally caught my eye. I clicked into the article expected to see simply the word, "NO." To my surprise, Isakova brings forth tough questions and even dares (I wonder if she knew what a risk she was taking) to question vaccination while pregnancy following the NYT article this weekend asking if autism is an immune disorder,  The NYT article glosses over the two 20th century major medical advances that have affected our immune systems - vaccinations and antibiotics - but raises intriguing questions nonetheless. (Perhaps the deletion (ha ha genetics joke) of the word vaccination from the article is how it got published?)  It even mentions the use of parasites to return the system to its "earlier" (healthier) biological state, a treatment many of us learned about more than three years ago at Autism One. And one derided by those who refuse to acknowledge or review any treatments for autism - and in fact look to remove them from the market.  So thank you to Ms. Isakova for writing this piece.  She did what journalists used to do regularly - asked questions. We hope to see more. 

For the past few decades, autism has been one of the scariest mysteries of parenting, with debate swirling around its definition, how rapidly the epidemic is growing, and most urgently, what causes it. 

That's why we were surprised to read a claim this weekend by science writer Moises Velasquez-Manoff in the opinion section of The New York Times that scientists have figured it out: In at least a third of cases, autism is an auto-immune disorder that starts in the womb.

"The mother's attempt to repel invaders - her inflammatory response - seems at fault," the story says. A range of maternal issues from disorders like celiac disease, asthma and arthritis to getting sick during pregnancy in the most common ways--flu, urinary tract infections--have been shown to be significant risk factors for autism.

The story is a science-writer's synthesis (informed by a wide and reputable body of science) but has far-reaching implications for all pregnant women. Most surprisingly, it includes a twist on the autism-and-vaccines story, which is that the mother being vaccinated, even for common things like the flu, could be a risk factor for autism.

Current CDC guidelines and most obstetricians recommend routine vaccination during pregnancy...

Read the full article by Valerie Isakova, Shine Parenting Editor HERE.

Denying Healthcare To Those with Autism Isn't New

Denied stampBy Kim Stagliano

Traditional and social media are abuzz with a story of a Pennsylvania man with autism who has been denied a heart transplant at The Hospital of the University of Pennsylvania over his "psychiatric condition" and "autism."  His mother, Karen Corby, is rightfully outraged that her son's life has been judged and fallen short of the "criteria" for life.

In thinking about the story, it occured to me that while denial of a heart transplant is cut and dried no bones about it refusal to give medical care to a sick American - it's only the ugly publicized tip of a dirty and monstrous iceberg under the surface of healthcare for people with autism. I've seen denial of healthcare to my own three daughters because of their diagnosis many times. Here are the times I can rattle off the top of my head (it's the last week of summer and I'm running on six brain cells and an overdose of Starbucks Darker than Peat Moss brew.)

1) Pediatric hearing test. Nurse asked me if daughter would answer yes or no to the sound. I said "No, she will not."  "Then we can't test her." And that was that - no hearing test, which is a standard well visit procedure.

2) Vision test.  See above.

3) GI tract testing. Child stopped having regular bowel movements after age 12 months and the introduction of whole milk and Cheerios. Pediatric response? Miralax.

4) Grand mal seizures. LA neurologist friend strongly suggested a spinal tap to rule out causes. Children's hospital doctor appalled that I asked - "Why would you want to put your daughter through that?"

5) Clumsy gait, knocking knees, hips splaying while trying to walk up stairs. (And not walking until 23 months.) Requested eval for cerebral palsy and questioned birth process problems. "It's autism."

How about head banging? Headaches. Posturing the body over a sofa arm? Gut pain. Incessant infant crying? Brain swelling. The list goes on and on - denial of medical care because of the autism diagnosis.

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MSNBC's Starschmucks Morning NO.

Morning joe

Update: Reports say Joe Scarborough has apologized (HERE).

By Kim Stagliano

Joe Scarborough, the host of the MSNBC program  "Morning Joe," put forth the brazen suggestion that James Holmes, the shooter (OK, "alleged" shooter) in the Aurora, Colorado, midnight showing of  the The Dark night last week is on the autism scale.

Joe. Joe. Joe.

First I have to ask: Autism scale? Even a first year special ed student would say "autism spectrum." Why didn't you just blurt out "Asperger's" - I think you know that term pretty well having a son with the same diagnosis. 

Scarborough's words were: “you have these people that are somewhere, I believe, on the autism scale. I don’t know if that’s the case here, but it happens more often than not.”

It happens more often than not? Really? Wrong planet, Joe.

In 2007, when Seung-Hui Cho shot up the bucolic campus of Virginia Tech, killing 32 and wounding 25, reports of his odd behavior were chalked up by some as "autism." I went on a verbal tear against this assumption that lumps people with autism in with violent mass murderers.  The post was called You Can Call Me Angry, Just Don't Call Him Autistic" in which I wrote, If the media really begins to call this murderous, evil man autistic, or if the general public simply assumes if they heard the word once it must be true, I will blow my stack. It will insult every person on the planet with autism.

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Actor Rob Schneider Speaks Out Against CA AB2109

Rob SchneiderBy Kimmerooski Staglianooooooh

ABC News10 Sacramento Actor Rob Schneider has spoken out against California's AB2109, a bill that would require parents to get a doctor's letter in order to opt out of a vaccination, in effect clogging doctors' offices with unneccesary and likely unbillable visits to exercise what should be a simple healthcare right.  From an article called Rob Schneider shows his political side in Breckenridge by Kimberly Nicoletti of Summit Daily News:

“There's nothing more basic in a country than good food, clean air, clean water, education and health care,” Schneider said in a phone interview Wednesday that consistently turned back to politics. “We've managed to ruin all of those.”

After explaining why he returned to stand-up and began touring a year ago (like most comedians, it's all about the immediacy), he begins pounding the Republican Congress, saying more cutbacks in social service is “terrible.”

...After more talk about how deregulation has led Americans to lose well paying jobs and industry (“that's what's toppled this economy on its head,” he says), how the average American senior consumes 7.5 different prescription drugs daily (his 82-year-old mom doesn't take any prescriptions, and “she's doing great”), and how appalled he is that Americans are putting up with radiation (which he says preliminary studies show inhibit DNA replication) at airport security checks and accepting fluoride in their water and mercury in their fillings (meanwhile, he points out, “people are dropping dead like flies.”)

He combines chutzpah, compassion and common sense, something all too rare in today's political world.  So how to we start "Makin' copies..." of Rob?

You can follow Rob on Twitter @RobSchneider. Here's the news clip from Sacramento:

What is Your School Doing for Your Child?

Bella Steam

By Kim Stagliano

It's what we in CT call "PPT" season. That's when we go over IEPs, plan transitions, talk about Extended School Year programs and generally recap the school year. I have the pleasure (insert sarcasm emoticon here) of attending 3 PPTs each year.  My oldest daughter is in her second year of high school. She has two more years on campus and then embarks on the "transition" period that for our district, has been called the ELITE program. And guess what - our SPED and adult transition team has realized early on that the ELITE program, which now has students with Down Syndrome, physical disabilites and other non-autism diagnoses simply will NOT WORK for the four students with autism headed toward adulthood. (Insert shocked face emoticon here.)  The district has invited us parents of high school kids with autism to help plan what their "gap" years will look like. Those are their years between the 4th year of high school which is on campus and the remaining years until age 22 when they "age out" (insert vomit face emoticon here.)  I'm fortunate that they see that autism is VERY DIFFERENT from other disabilities and requires something brand spanking new - cut from whole cloth.  And I'm excited and encouraged to create a working program for my kids.

My middle child is a freshman in the autism room at our high school. She will follow right behind her older sister.

My baby - that sweet kid in the photo above - is transitioning to middle school, 6th grade. Her oldest sister blazed the middle school autism program. There was no program for autism in our district for Middle School in 2007.  Again, the district realized that they had to adapt the elementary program for the Middle School academic format. And they did. 

The device Bella is lying in is called a "steamroller."  It's a deep pressure machine that rolls over the body - and as you can see, my little pal is quite comfortable in it. Temple Grandin talks extensively about her "Squeeze machine." The company that now makes Temple's machine just started following me on Twitter and we had a chat. Their machine uses air pressure controlled by the user.

So what does this have to do with school?  During my PPT meeting on Wednesday, the school alerted me that they were buying a steamroller for the middle school. We had mentioned it briefly at one of our review meetings last winter. And they listened. And spent money! For my kid. I love that. It will be in her classroom and she will have access to its calming effects.

What does your school do that makes your life less stressful and your child's day more successful? And do you think we should get a king sized steamroller for the entire Stagliano family?

House of Cards 200 pixelsKim Stagliano is Managing Editor of Age of Autism. Her new novel,  House of Cards; A All I Can Handle 50 pixel Kat Cavicchio romantic suspense is available from Amazon in all e-formats now. Her memoir, All I Can Handle I'm No Mother Teresa is available in hardcover, paperback and e-book.

Family Commences Civil Action Against First Student for Assault of Autistic Child

Kim Bella headManaging Editor's Note:  The law suit below stems from the assault(s) against my youngest daughter Isabella on the special ed bus in 2010.  Her case elicited concern and kindness from all of the autism community - I appreciated and was encouraged by the unity and support. That photo is from 2006, and is one of my favorites. (We were on a trampoline, not auditioning for a Breck commercial.) Our children with autism are not acceptable targets for bullies and abusers.  None of them. Whether born with autism, regressed into autism, 3 years old, 43 years old. NONE OF THEM. The timing of this lawsuit, just before Good Friday and Passover, while unintentional, is appropriate, I think.  The press release from our attorney follows below. Thanks, everyone. Kim

Attorney Michael T. Meehan of Meehan, Meehan and Gavin, LLP has commenced a civil action against First Student, Inc. on behalf of Isabella Stagliano, a minor child with severe autism.  The lawsuit stems from a series of acts of physical abuse committed by Jennifer Davila, who was employed by First Student Inc. as an "aid" for special needs students traveling on a First Student, Inc. school bus.  The minor child was a nine year old special needs student diagnosed with autism. She was not able to speak.   First Student, Inc. contracted with the Trumbull Board of Education to provide transportation for all students, including special needs students enrolled in the Trumbull school system.  Additionally, the operator of the First Student school bus at the time of these incidents was Evelyn Guzman; the mother of Jennifer Davila. and Guzman was arrested and charged with the felony offense of risk of injury to a minor for texting and driving said school bus.  Guzman is currently on  probation.

As a result of the acts of physical abuse, Jennifer Davila was arrested and convicted for her conduct.  First Student, Inc has been named in the lawsuit for failure to properly train, supervise, inspect, or investigate its employees for unreasonable risk of harm to the minor child.  As a direct result of the conduct of First Student, Inc. and its employees the minor child suffered permanent personal injuries and damages.  In particular, the conduct of First Student, Inc.'s employee has had an emotional and educational impact on the minor child.

April is autism awareness month.  According to National Autism Association, "Autism is a neurodevelopmental disorder characterized by social impairments, cognitive impairments, communication difficulties, and repetitive behaviors. It can range from very mild to very severe and occur in all ethnic, socioeconomic and age groups."

Autism statistics from the U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) identify around 1 in 88 American children as on the autism spectrum–a ten-fold increase in prevalence in 40 years."

This lawsuit is brought on behalf of this minor child as a voiceless victim and all the other special needs children who  may become victims of physical and emotional abuse as a result of of their disability. ###

World Autism Day: Light it Up Black and Blue?

Leg Injury

By Kim Stagliano

Today is April 2nd. Some are celebrating Autism Awareness Day. I am not. To me, today is like Good Friday and Yom Kippur - somber days of reflection.  

Above is a photo of my daughter's leg. She has autism. A week ago, I put her into the bathtub, and while undressing her - was visually assaulted by these two angry red scratches - parallel, as you can see.

I touched them. She winced. She did not say to me, "Mama, I hurt myself doing such and such."  I held back tears and examined her wounds. Did she scrape against something sharp under the kitchen table? I've been feeling under surfaces ever since, trying to find the nails or screws that bit into her tender flesh. 

I have no idea how my child was so badly hurt. She was at  home all day. She can not speak to tell me. My daughter has autism.

Take a look at her leg. The scratches. The black.


House of Cards 200 pixelsKim Stagliano is Managing Editor of Age of Autism. Her new novel,  House of Cards; A All I Can Handle 50 pixel Kat Cavicchio romantic suspense is on SALE for $.99 as an ebook and is available from Amazon in all e-formats now. Her memoir, All I Can Handle I'm No Mother Teresa is available in hardcover, paperback and e-book.